motherhood as death ritual (a rite of passage for women with or without children)
This episode is not just for mothers. It’s for any woman who has ever felt the pull to grow up — psychologically, spiritually, mythically — and wasn’t given a roadmap. Whether you have children or not...
5 Kesä 202523min
dancing with the devil part 1: the descent (why you keep ignoring your gut instinct and mistaking danger for ‘chemistry’)
Cassie Ventura recently testified against Sean “Diddy” Combs, and as the coverage picked up, so did the usual commentary. People are asking the same questions they always do: Why didn’t she leave? Why...
3 Kesä 20251h 11min
psychic hygiene in the age of AI
If you’ve been feeling scattered, foggy, or emotionally off after using AI tools or spending time online, you’re not imagining it. There’s something happening under the surface of digital life that mo...
29 Touko 202526min
unlearning toxic shame through sacred speech (a guided journey)
In this guided experience, you’ll walk through an original five-part rite designed to help you become aware of the inherited language that shapes your internal world. Together, we dismantle the phrase...
27 Touko 20251h 7min
chatGPT told him he was god (what no one’s saying about AI and spiritual delusion)
In recent weeks, headlines have begun to surface that feel pulled straight from dystopian fiction. One Rolling Stone article, published May 4th, 2025, claims that people are “losing loved ones to AI-f...
22 Touko 202521min
are you emotionally feral?
What happens when no one teaches you how to feel safe with other people? When no one shows you how to speak your needs, regulate your emotions, or come back together after a rupture? This episode intr...
20 Touko 20251h 4min
why you reject the love you crave (emotional maturity, trauma, and learning to receive)
You might think you’re just protecting your peace. You might say you have high standards now. That you’ve outgrown certain people. That if someone really cared, they’d just know how to love you right....
15 Touko 202516min
healing the christian wound: empire, myth, and the pattern beneath it all
There are wounds that don’t show up in diagnoses or clinical language. The kind that live in the silence after a question you weren’t supposed to ask. These are the questions that form when love is of...
13 Touko 20251h 21min
