Cults to Consciousness13 Loka 2025

ULTRA ORTHODOX: Community Enables Her Parents Doing the Unspeakable

CW: CSA, CA, ED, Suicidal Ideation. In a system that keeps victims silent in their pain, perpetrators go unchecked and are further emboldened to inflict harm. Tzivya Murrin was trapped in this system. No matter what she did, her parents found reason for extreme punishment. She asked for help multiple times from her community and instead was handed right back to her abusers. Time and time again the system failed her and she was forced to live a childhood rife with every type of abuse imaginable.

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Chapter Marks

00:00:00 Intro

00:03:44 Tzivya's sect of Judaism and its teachings against non-Jews

00:12:31 Tzivya's family structure and dynamic

00:16:40 CW: CA, The patterns of ab*se around getting good grades

00:23:28 Tzivya's community turning a blind eye

00:28:53 CW: CA, Tzivya's taking risks to lessen her ab*se

00:34:38 CW: CA, CSA, The start of Tzivya being CSA

00:39:30 CW: CA, CSA, Su*cidal Ideation, The extreme pun*shment Tzivya received for cheating

00:45:07 Tzivya's mother

00:48:47 CW: CA, CSA, ED, When Tzivya's mother started ab*sing her

00:54:02 The ways Tzivya's mom tried to control her body and food

00:58:05 CW: CA, CSA, ED, Tzivya's first attempts to talk to others about the ab*se

01:06:06 The continued control during and after high school

01:11:29 The teaching to not report within Tzivya's sect of Judaism

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