Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026

Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026

photo is of first blossoms that I saw yesterday! That usually lifts my spirits Because I love spring. But it's the wee hours in the morning where pensive and melancholy seem to be emotions that I'm experiencing. So in this episode I've had to puzzle out why I am feeling this way. I think it's partly because all that's ahead of me right now is fighting without anything to look forward to Because I don't know how far the current GoFundMe money gets me into January. And it's unfortunate that that impeded my ability to enjoy my friends this evening. But hand to mouth like this tends to even blot out the good things sometimes. And that's frustrating and it seems to be amplifying my melancholy. often focusing on things like an upcoming MP constituency appointment can lift me with that purpose. But that's not working right now. ultimately I think I just feel alone even when with people because of what's happening to me


I talk about the op-ed https://www.thecanary.co/opinion/2025/12/19/me-void/


and Petition

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it's Easter morning, and I talk about some of the good things that have happened but also as per usual document the obstacles that are ever present I talk about this housekeeping GoFundMe a friend set...

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Sick Times republish of my op-ed!

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A quick update as the sick times have republished my op-ed. I'm a bit addle brained so you're not getting a lot much in the way of intelligence but it does document some of the brain fog issues Sick t...

20 Mar 6min

Light In Darkness

Light In Darkness

today I don't just document the grinding difficulty but my memory banks pulled up some really nice light and darkness times from when I was little and I also talk about some really nice things from so...

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where I talk about how I feel about My power and the leadership roles I have been in and the leadership roles I may be in in the near future depending on how the email campaign goes speaking of which ...

16 Mar 22min

pt 6: Ides of March squish squash

pt 6: Ides of March squish squash

where I talk about how rest day is rarely just the rest day because all the stuff I've been compartmentalizing comes out and wants to be processed. which is not very restful. having my body not moving...

16 Mar 13min

pt5: pi Day squish squash continues

pt5: pi Day squish squash continues

It's pi day. unfortunately I don't have any actual pie to celebrate with. But I hope you're having some nerdy fun. For me it's whimsy as I'm still experiencing squish squash. Still documenting what it...

15 Mar 15min

pt4: Friday the 13th squish squashed, The hits keep coming

pt4: Friday the 13th squish squashed, The hits keep coming

things that got even worse today. So much so that I called a friend, had a meltdown, which I talk about in the episode, and decided that I am the universe's chew toy. yeah, a little dramatic for sure....

14 Mar 30min

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