52. Dirty Fairy Tales

A pause shared, a gratitude given. _______________________ ep 185. Hiatus Notes. 08 27 2024 12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: https://adultchildren.org/ _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

28 Aug 20243min

A party in Chicago give millions the feels, a data breach exposed 90+% of the U.S. population this week, and technical difficulties are addressed. _______________________ ep 184. Credit notes 8/21/2024 __________ "A leak with hacked Social Security numbers is stoking concern. There are simple ways to protect yourself. " NBC News, August 15, 2024: https://www.nbcnews.com/tech/security/was-every-social-security-number-hacked-leaked-concern-stoked-lawsuit-rcna166787 __________ 12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: https://adultchildren.org/ _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

21 Aug 202411min

A funeral, a view of a friend, the one we all know. John Candy and Catherine O'Hara. A crush, grace, love and death. New respect for Ms. O'Hara, and glad for it. _______________________ ep 182. Candy notes 8/14/2024 __________ Catherine_O'Hara John Candy eulogy, taken from VHS with cleaned up audio, 1994, Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKHKTfrWL5w&t=260s wiki https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catherine_O%27Hara ______________ John Candy https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Candy __________ 12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: https://adultchildren.org/ _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

14 Aug 202412min

Feeling hope and joy while triggered. New announcements make many happy recently... we are present, grateful and twitching. _______________________ ep 182. Quiver notes 8/6/2024 __________ CPTSD research: "Coping with Trauma-Related Dissociation: Skills Training for Patients and Therapists (Norton Series on Interpersonal Neurobiology) 1st Edition" : https://www.amazon.com/Coping-Trauma-Related-Dissociation-Interpersonal-Neurobiology/dp/039370646X ___________ Reddit group focused on CPTSD: https://www.reddit.com/r/CPTSD/ ______________ Dr. Ramani - Clinical Psychologist, New York Times Bestseller, and Professor: https://doctor-ramani.com/ https://www.youtube.com/@DoctorRamani _____________ Patrick Teahan, LICSW : https://www.patrickteahantherapy.com/ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbWvYupGqq3aMJ6LsG4q-Yg __________ 12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: https://adultchildren.org/ _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

7 Aug 202424min

The longing we feel, yearning for our loved ones on the other side. Stranger Things gave us one version of a tool that might help - a Talking Board, also known as the Ouija Board. Also, stats on death by gun specifically with suicide and gender are discussed. Lastly, a dead grandma still helps a living girl stay strong. _______________________ ep 181. Talking Board notes 7/31/2024 __________ Stranger Things, Netflix: https://www.netflix.com/title/80057281 _______________ OUIJA BOARD: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ouija ___________ Death stats data - 2022 - suicide vs murder - American Foundation for Suicide Prevention = AFSP.org: https://afsp.org/suicide-statistics/ CDC.org ___________ Hello From Heaven, Bill and Judy Guggenheim, book on After Death Communication or ADCs: https://www.amazon.com/Hello-Heaven-Research-After-Death-Communication-Confirms/dp/0553576348 _______________ 12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: https://adultchildren.org/ _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

31 Jul 202425min

The wild ride of presidential events giving you the feels? Here are a few fave political tarot readers on Youtube, with wisdom and charisma to offer. Also, a favorite tarot card may bear a small secret. _______________________ ep 180. Snail notes 7/24/2024 __________ Youtube political psychics who are fun to watch and have accurate predictions: Maighstir Tarot - Australian, assertive, intuitive, has several spirit guides she acknowledges by name. She talks about First Nations tribe and tradition in her country, which I appreciate. She reads with many different tarot decks: https://www.youtube.com/@maighstirtarot5385 _____________ Linda G the Comanche Psychic - Great readings, funny, sharp wit, predictions come to pass. Her Youtube newsfeed has been a source for breaking news for me - she's on it! She discusses First Nations and indigenous peoples tribe and tradition, which I appreciate. https://www.youtube.com/@LindaGtheComanchePsychic ________ Dr Lena Tarot Down Under - [wears a beret] Australian sociologist, and tarot reader. I became aware of her from Mary Trump's youtube live chat group. I understand that Mary Trump has mentioned Dr. Lena, and other channel members loved her work. I do too. She calls the former guy, "The Orange Yeti.... not to insult Yetis"... https://www.youtube.com/@LenaRodriguezTarotDownUnder ___________________ 12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: https://adultchildren.org/ _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

24 Jul 202424min

Artillery is discussed in this episode. Disclaimer - violence is not okay, do not use artillery to harm others. --- 100, 200 yards. Analyzing things from the shooter's perspective. While hard to discuss, I break down mechanically what basic tools it takes to line a long distance target. How my Buddhism changed my actions with artillery. Last, the premonition on the former guy's recent event, with detail this time. It upset me to share, 2 years ago so I didn’t. And now that it’s happened, I’ll describe the premonition, and how much it matched the event. ______ NOTES ep 179. Tools 7/17/2024 __________ "Table of handgun and rifle cartridges" - wikipedia - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Table_of_handgun_and_rifle_cartridges ________________ ___________________ 12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: https://adultchildren.org/ _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

17 Jul 202431min

Recording an episode from my cell phone, because the temperature outside is too hot for my PC, figured I'd share a song that helps me be present sometimes. Especially when I'd rather focus on other things yeah?

9 Jul 20243min