
Episode 84: Chris Wydeman (Part 1) — From Self-Discovery to Spiritual Connection
Episode 84 of HungerFF Presents: Brolapse is here—and this one goes all the way back to the beginning.In Part 1 of this two-part conversation, Ryan James sits down with longtime friend and collaborato...
25 Apr 29min

Episode 83: FFalconPunch — Origins, Identity, and Finding Your Place (Part 1)
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my longest-time friends, FFalconPunch, for a conversation that goes way beyond where it all started.We get into his origin story — from a spontaneous firs...
18 Apr 44min

Episode 82: Max Muscles — From First Time to Full Send: Muscle, Mindset & Going Deeper
Max Muscles joins Brolapse for an honest, funny, and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about how curiosity turns into confidence—and how pushing limits isn’t always what you think it is.What starts...
11 Apr 27min

Episode 81: Chi Chi LaRue: 40 Years in Porn, Back on Set & Still Defining the Industry
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with a true icon — Chi Chi LaRue — for a conversation that spans four decades of gay porn history, creative evolution, and what it really means to stay rele...
4 Apr 48min

Episode 80:COVID to Confidence: PeteLDNFF on Growth, Grit & Letting Go
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with UK creator PeteLDNFF for a conversation that goes way deeper than you’d expect.What starts as a story about discovering fisting turns into something mu...
28 Mar 28min

Episode 79: Inside the Fist Council: Community, Safety & the Future of Fisting
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Sofftpaw for a conversation that goes far beyond a typical guest interview.Sofftpaw is the founder of the Fist Council — a nationwide forum made up of ...
21 Mar 50min

Episode 78: Gaping Femboy Energy: Pup Davey on Fisting, Puppy Play, Gender Fluidity & Kink Culture
In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) sits down with Belgian creator Pup Davey for one of the most wide-ranging and honest conversations the show has had yet.Davey opens up about discover...
14 Mar 38min

Episode 77: From Addiction Counselor to Fisting Top: Grayson Howell on Confidence, Kink, and Chicago’s Scene
In Episode 77 of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) sits down with Chicago-based creator Grayson Howell to talk about the unexpected path that led him into content creation, kink culture, and the world o...
7 Mar 32min





















