I want to commit suicide. Life is meaningless. I want to die. No hope. Hopelessness.

====================================================== The majority of my comments on my BeyondBipolarPage largely consists of hopelessness and suicidal thoughts. I am not God. So I do not have all the answers. But I do my best to provide you an answer that will leave a positive mark on your life. A lot of what I talk about is redundant, but I feel the more I talk about it on this channel, the more likely someone may listen. I only wish you to double think suicide. Suicidal thoughts come and go but your life could very well disappear. I may not know you very well, but I know that people like you are struggling and you are just looking for someone to care about you and listen to the pain you are in right now. So please watch this short video and do your best to take the next step to overcome your struggles. A mental health journey is not short lived, it takes a dedication of persistence, a life long expectancy. So do not cut short your life, there is still room to grow. I get it, I get suicidal even to this day, but they have become much more manageable. I can't cure your illness but I can help you manage it. It takes that first step of hope and belief and then you will be able to cope through the tough obstacles called life. Trav Like, Comment and Subscribe! Hit the bell button for new videos! ====================================================== National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Call 1-800-273-8255 Available 24 hours everyday ====================================================== My name is Travis Balitz. I have been living with Bipolar Disorder since 2008. I have had many other diagnosis such as anxiety, depression, schizoaffective disorder and bipolar type 2 . I am currently diagnosed with bipolar type 1. There have been many ups and downs in my life. Here on this channel I am advocate for Mental Health. I share my experiences, good and bad and in between. I also give advice and share my general experience with hospitalizations, partial hospitalizations, group homes (IRTS), dialectical behavioral therapy, personal therapy, psychiatric experiences and my knowledge on all of the medications I have been on. I hope you can learn something from my channel. Also do not be afraid to reach out if you are in a dire situation. Please contact the suicide hotline if you are at a risk for your mental health. Number is here: 800-273-8255. Text BRAVE to 741741. Thank you. ====================================================== Beyond Bipolar Fitness: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7xQ50UMUs4&list=PLYXcd0dr7iQKbY-f5beoLXWq7dgG9INi_ Motivational Speeches: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQKRb6AJFaoz1AY2SP5kn5_G Reaction Videos: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQIAdkmpdmf3tScWYDvSO8AL Mental Health Video Documentaries: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQIGmtoA1fqZCx_NgLrUSkyr Mental Health Awareness: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQJpVy75r4xePYKiBQGpFG53 ====================================================== http://www.facebook.com/beyondbipolarbloghttp://www.twitter.com/beyondbipolari ====================================================== #mentalhealth #bipolar #suicide #depression #anxiety #mentalhealthawareness #borderline #psychology #psychiatry #therapy #mania #lithium #schizophrenia #personalitydisorder #vlog #anorexia #addiction #kad #education #drugs #psychosis #mentaldisorder #disability