Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026

Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026

photo is of first blossoms that I saw yesterday! That usually lifts my spirits Because I love spring. But it's the wee hours in the morning where pensive and melancholy seem to be emotions that I'm experiencing. So in this episode I've had to puzzle out why I am feeling this way. I think it's partly because all that's ahead of me right now is fighting without anything to look forward to Because I don't know how far the current GoFundMe money gets me into January. And it's unfortunate that that impeded my ability to enjoy my friends this evening. But hand to mouth like this tends to even blot out the good things sometimes. And that's frustrating and it seems to be amplifying my melancholy. often focusing on things like an upcoming MP constituency appointment can lift me with that purpose. But that's not working right now. ultimately I think I just feel alone even when with people because of what's happening to me


I talk about the op-ed https://www.thecanary.co/opinion/2025/12/19/me-void/


and Petition

https://bit.ly/Marcia_petition



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Hope Is Tricky Business

Hope Is Tricky Business

The Atlantic article link expired so here's a new one for you to be able to read (Or listen cuz it has a audio version at the top) https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2025/09/canada-euthanasi...

11 Syys 202533min

Disability Hate(And how I'm trying to keep afloat)

Disability Hate(And how I'm trying to keep afloat)

the link to the Atlantic article in the previous episode expired so here's a new link that lets you read the article https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2025/09/canada-euthanasia-demand-maid-...

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Atlantic Readers welcome

Atlantic Readers welcome

The Atlantic article just came out https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2025/09/canada-euthanasia-demand-maid-policy/683562/?gift=yKNFI6bZtyj8clr3yQtLYCSwFBjNIwPzg10Axz0GrTA&utm_source=copy-li...

19 Elo 202519min

disability prejudice vomited on me by a neighbour, AGAIN

disability prejudice vomited on me by a neighbour, AGAIN

Not sure why I'm surprised, but same neighbour tried to do it to me again today as I was exiting my apt. I was so tired, my body was in such pain. What the heck. When are we going to start accessibili...

7 Elo 20258min

BANJO!

BANJO!

Where I talk about the fact I have a total thing about banjos, the recent folk festival that I went to and that I've been volunteering for for about 30 years. Also the difficulties and trying to find ...

26 Heinä 202524min

HEAT

HEAT

where I talk about upcoming heat of 30° c and I still do not have a response from the crisis division of this ministry of social development of poverty reduction about a new air conditioner. And one t...

9 Heinä 202529min

Volunteering

Volunteering

purpose in this case volunteering helps me navigate difficulty eg things I've been talking about in the last few episodes

26 Kesä 202523min

Trauma Response

Trauma Response

interesting aha moment i had around my body's reaction to being under such difficulty for so long.

26 Kesä 202510min

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