pt2: squish squash pain meats dreams middle of the night episode
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pt2: squish squash pain meats dreams middle of the night episode

at 6:00 a.m. or so and I've been awake since 2:00. I promised myself I would document all of the stuff particularly how hard things are. This is me without the coping strategies of the previous episode. cuz pain dreams strip all that away


resiliency dampened by pain and the extent of the difficulties means that despair has caught up with me

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Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026

Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026

photo is of first blossoms that I saw yesterday! That usually lifts my spirits Because I love spring. But it's the wee hours in the morning where pensive and melancholy seem to be emotions that I'm ex...

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pt 2 my op-ed Canary UK

pt 2 my op-ed Canary UK

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My CanaryUK op-ed is out

My CanaryUK op-ed is out

My op-ed is out! https://www.thecanary.co/opinion/2025/12/19/me-void/ (Linkbio)If you could share the op-ed everywhere you can that would be amazing. Posts I've made for easy sharing Insta https://www...

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Merry Merry

Merry Merry

where I talk about pushing my energy envelope so that I can have some good experiences in the face of all the hardship I'm going through. yeah it's making my pain and exhaustion dramatically worse but...

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The Fine Art Of Distraction

The Fine Art Of Distraction

where I talk about The fine art of distraction, a particularly bad episode of pain, the perils of not having housekeeping supports, fear around running out of the GoFundMe money that I use for treatme...

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Sinterklaas

Sinterklaas

where I talk about an op-ed I'm in the final edit stages (Yes I'll post it the minute it's up in a new episode) And I talk about Sinterklaas, celebration of the name day of St Nicholas, December 6th. ...

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preparation is the better part of valor

preparation is the better part of valor

to borrow part of a quote and replace discretion with preparation, hence preparation is the better part of valor when it comes to myalgic encephalomyelitis deterioration. So today I talk about some of...

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part 2 One thing after another

part 2 One thing after another

I got in after doing part one and still had a lot to say and still have some pretty high level feelings about they're just being far too many one thing after the other levels of difficulty that keep c...

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