From Six Pregnancy Losses to 18 Years Sober: The Grief Nobody Talks About

Do you drink to numb pain you can't name?

Nicole Cameron endured six pregnancy losses while her alcoholism spiraled—each miscarriage deepening her denial, her isolation, and her belief that something was fundamentally wrong with her. Her husband begged her to get help. Adoption agencies turned her away. And still, she couldn't stop drinking. Until one phone call changed everything. Now 18 years sober, Nicole is an embodiment coach helping women heal trauma they've been carrying in their bodies for decades. In this raw, unfiltered conversation, she and Sarah talk about what happens when grief gets compounded by addiction, why women fall through the cracks, how her marriage survived, and what it actually takes to feel your feelings without medicating them away.

Key Takeaways

• Compounded grief accelerates: Each unprocessed loss makes the next one harder to bear—and easier to medicate
• Your body keeps the score: Trauma from pregnancy loss, abandonment, and addiction doesn't go away until you give it voice and movement
• The sixth miscarriage without drinking: Nicole's first sober pregnancy loss became a turning point—painful, but free
• Shame lives in silence: Women with children feel guilty, women without feel judged, and nobody talks about miscarriage openly enough
• Embodiment is healing: Moving meditation and somatic practices helped Nicole release decades of body-stored trauma

GUEST BIO

Nicole Cameron is an embodiment life coach and licensed Ish Tara teacher based in Calgary, Canada. With 18 years of sobriety, Nicole specializes in helping women heal from compounded grief, addiction, and trauma by reconnecting to their bodies through movement, breath, and nervous system regulation. After surviving six pregnancy losses and hitting her bottom with alcoholism, Nicole now guides women who feel disconnected, stuck in patterns, or numb to rediscover themselves from the body up.

RESOURCES AND LINKS

Coach With Nicole: www.coachingwithnicole.ca

Follow Nicole on Instagram, Facebook, and LinkedIn: @coachwitnicole

NOTABLE QUOTE

"I was more full of glee and happiness that I did not drink, that I didn't self-medicate, that I actually felt it all—and it was hard, but there was a lot of freedom in that hardness." — Nicole Cameron

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