I Was a ‘Good Christian Kid’… But I Was Secretly Addicted

He looked like he had it all together… but behind the scenes, he was falling apart.

In this powerful episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Freddy as he shares his story publicly for the very first time—a story marked by pressure, performance, addiction, and ultimately, redemption.

Freddy grew up in church, played football at NC State, and built a successful career in medical sales. But beneath the surface, anxiety began to take hold. What started as pressure to perform turned into a battle with identity that led him into dependency on ADHD medication… and eventually cocaine.

As success increased, so did the spiral.

Behind closed doors, Freddy was battling shame, addiction, and suicidal thoughts—reaching a point where he believed there was no way out. But in the middle of his darkest moment, everything changed…

God intervened.

In this raw and honest conversation, he shares:

The hidden pressure behind performance and identity
How anxiety shaped his life from a young age
The slow drift into addiction—and how it took everything
The moment everything came to light
How God met him in his lowest place and began restoring his life

This episode is not just about addiction… it’s for the person who feels stuck, ashamed, and too far gone.

Because the truth is—you are not beyond the reach of God’s grace.

🤍 “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” — Psalm 34:18

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