Cheating, Cocaine & Psychosis | How I Hit Rock Bottom | Ep 168

In this intense and brutally honest episode of Get A Grip, Louis Essig and Aaron Garnes sit down with Carl Wilson for one of the most chaotic and emotional conversations the podcast has ever had. Carl takes listeners deep into his past, opening up about a rough childhood filled with instability, violence, and early exposure to addiction. From getting hooked on painkillers in high school to spiraling into harder drugs later in life, Carl tells his story with raw honesty and zero filters.

What starts as stories about growing up in a small town quickly turns into unbelievable tales of addiction, bad decisions, heartbreak, and survival. Carl talks about the wild side of his younger years, including reckless partying, cow tipping adventures, and the toxic relationships that followed him through adulthood. He also shares painful moments from his personal life, including getting caught cheating by his wife and how those choices impacted everyone around him.

The conversation gets even heavier when Carl opens up about the abuse he suffered at the hands of his stepfather, including a violent incident involving a 2x4 that left lasting emotional scars. He explains how trauma and untreated mental health issues shaped many of the decisions he made later in life, eventually leading to a stay in a mental hospital. Louis and Aaron guide the conversation through some dark territory as Carl explains the paranoia, breakdowns, and psychosis he experienced during years of heavy drug use.

Carl also shares the stories behind trying cocaine and meth for the first time, describing how quickly things escalated once those substances entered his life. One of the craziest moments of the episode comes when he tells the full story of a terrifying car accident while high on coke, Jack Daniels, and weed — a moment that could have easily ended his life or someone else’s.

Despite all the darkness, the episode also has moments of humor, reflection, and honesty that make it impossible to stop listening. Carl speaks openly about regret, survival, relationships, and trying to find meaning after years of destruction. The episode closes with an absolutely unbelievable psychosis story that leaves Louis and Aaron speechless and perfectly captures just how insane Carl’s journey has been.

This is one of the rawest and most unforgettable episodes of Get A Grip yet.

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