29 Jem Estilla: When to Stay and When to Let Go pt.2 🧡✨

In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we have a special guest Jem Estilla to talk about “When to Stay and When to Let Go” a special episode that explores difficult choices around relationships, and asks when the “hard” relationship is truly toxic, a lesson, or maybe even something transcendent. This podcast covers a wide range of ideas, like uncovering what you’re actually fighting about, our primary relationship to self, shame around being single, and even models of love around queerness, devotion and community.

! we also code-switch in and out of tagalog for this ep with translations

This is part2 of the episode covering:

• being lonely while being content, being scared of our own freedom
• Creating from excrement vs Creating from invoking the future
• Eg: Mandalas, *doused with love trauma art (Kendrick Lamar)
• Jem example: redefining what i want from fame, and grieving old dreams
• unimaginable freedom: ways of distribution, social media
• security of “Becoming Someone Now”, “why am i not fulfilled?”
• Jem dreaming for education
• decolonizing dreams, the philippines etc, sikolohiyang pilipino
• collectives going up maslow’s hierarchy of needs maturing to community actualization
• prioritizing ourselves, self being tantamount in the community
• shower falling in love~
• the economic accessibility of self-liberation
• liberating wisdom, sex etc, are you willing? included in my experience?
• everyone going insane??
• im everyone?? i wanted the experience of loving you/separation?
• Intention/quality completely sanctifying any action
• “doing something toxic” feeling invincible in danger/toxicity
• Jem’s learning in relationships, empathy vs having space/freedom
• outro

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