70 “I 'm Feeling Violent” w/ Vicky Marquez

Have you ever felt a violence possess you and felt overwhelmed, bad, unacceptable? let’s Unpack that. In this juicily thorough episode we have Vicky Marquez, a great thinker and friend to walk us through why is it really that we feel uncomfortable about power, justice, gender, oppression and all manners of Systemic Violences, and what it has to do with both our personal and collective healing. We touch topics both personal and collective, around neurodivergence upto violence portrayed/normalized in genre/gendered media and arrive at such vast viewpoints with how to consider feeling so viciously violent.💥

As usual, we weave healing themes around spiritual lineages, philippine context and catholicism and just very accessible skill-issue pa-“tool-kit” that helps anyone re-orient and even become a splendid ally to any feelings that have extra teeth.

Episode is in taglish

Covers:

• intro, defining terms~ violence for babies
• trauma reactions, fight / flight / freeze, absorbing violence
• integrating one’s throne; why is it “lower vibration?”, martial disciplines
• christianity, surrender re: BDSM
• what makes YOU violent? quote unquote “bad guy”, fueled by spite
• somatic expression, and alchemizing a fuel from inis etc
• a deep sense of justice, responsibility, authority, sovereignty
• mars in libra, what if our mars is constipated? and verbal expression
• as a traumatized, colonized country, specific language
• evolved vs unevolved ver, iching martian roots
• surgical wounding, correction, knives and piercingness
• nice dobbermans, how comfy are we with bickering and debates?
• castrated outlets, numbness, how many fucks do you talaga?
• belated defense of younger versions of you somatically
• defense as an expression of love, argument as an act of faith and love, modelling
• how: radical ally of yourself, allow yourself to believe and love ang inaawayan mo
• allowing folks to be angry for you and at you in a healthy way, curiosity & wisdom
• anger is the same as sadness just a dif direction, its quite vulnerable
• SKILL ISSUE! NVC (non-violent communication), research, relationship practice
• how stories can open you, media consumption, integrating anima-animus jungian lore
• sasuke, fightclub, windbreakers, solo-leveling and other violent media
• actualizing vis a vis receptivity, discoursin bout equality
• a prophet energizes and criticizes, respectful trustful loving way in releasing violence
• last thoughts: playfulness, healthy parenting authority,

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www.vmarquez.substack.com : hyperfixations

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Podcast Episodes Mentioned:

Filipina Anger atbp with Vonne Ledesma

Destroyer, Killer Archetype, First Ray

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