665. Paul Gascoigne: A Boy Died In My Arms - It Made Me Psychotic

This is what really caused Paul Gascoigne's problems - I had no idea. My 3 Must Re-Watch Moments: 04:30 – The Primal Wound: The moment Gazza describes the childhood trauma that "broke" his brain and planted the seeds for his future psychosis. 31:55 – The Raoul Moat Breakdown: A chilling breakdown of the infamous incident where Paul’s reality completely fractured under public scrutiny. 58:00 – This hit hard. While the world watches the World Cup, we investigate the darker side of England’s most famous talent. This isn't just an interview; it’s a psychological autopsy of a mind pushed to the brink. SUPPORT MY GUEST: Buy Paul Gascoigne's fascinating, poignant & hilarious new book: https://amzn.eu/d/076FkrqC SUPPORT MY SPONSOR: BON CHARGE: Go to https://boncharge.com and use code HERETICS to save 15%. RUMBLE WALLET: Take Control of Your Money and claim $5 in US Stablecoin (USA₮)! Download now at http://wallet.rumble.com/heretics and use the code Heretics5. Void where prohibited. No purchase necessary. Offer available to US residents only. Offer not available in New York State. Must be 18+. Offer is available for a limited time and for the first 1000 wallets activated and funded. Details and full official rules available at http://rumble.com/promoofficialrules. --- We explore the "Gazza" phenomenon through a true crime lens: what triggers a total break from reality? We delve into the foundational trauma Paul suffered at age 10, the escalating paranoia that mirrored a psychological thriller, and the infamous Raoul Moat incident—a moment of public psychosis captured in real-time. This is a deep dive into the harrowing mechanics of a terrifying psychosis and the man who had to survive his own brain. Chapters: 0:00:00 — Gazza Highlights 0:02:32 — The Moment That Started Everything 0:05:57 — What They Made Him Do The Next Day 0:07:12 — The Nightmares, The Twitches 0:08:07 — Living With OCD: Two Days In One Day 0:13:08 — Six Weeks Without Sleep: "I Went Psychotic" 0:14:46 — The Parrots, The Pillars & Talking To Freddie Mercury 0:15:29 — "I Died. Here's What Happened Next" 0:19:09 — How Football Saved Him (And What It Cost) 0:21:53 — "I Was Better Than Messi" 0:24:17 — Glenn Hoddle, The Spiritualist And The World Cup Betrayal 0:30:57 — Hacked For 30 Years: The Phone, The Press, And The Paranoia 0:35:49 — Revenge On The Paparazzi 0:36:59 — Chicken, A Fishing Rod, And A Police Siege: The Raoul Moat Story 0:39:59 — Alcoholism: "I'm A Sad Drunk Now" 0:44:10 — Robbie Williams, Liam Gallagher, Gaddafi's Sons, And The Pope 0:50:41 — The Allegations, The Ex-Wife, And What He Says Really Happened 0:54:33 — Regrets, The Tackle, And The Tears At Italia 90 0:58:00 — "If You Could Talk To That Ten-Year-Old Boy, What Would You Say?" 1:01:40 — Are You Scared Of Dying? #PaulGascoigne #Gazza #TrueCrimePsychology #Psychosis #WorldCup #MentalHealth #Trauma #DarkPsychology #AndrewGold #Heretics Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices