Gary Gulman's Last Meal

On this episode of Last Meal, I sat down with comedian Gary Gulman, one of the sharpest and most introspective minds in stand-up, to talk about how the thing that nearly ended his career became the source of his best work. Depression was not simply overcome, but got put to use.

Starting with his childhood as a mall rat in Massachusetts, we get into why he walked away from a career as an accountant, the mantra that carried him through years of creative failure, and the daily habits that turned momentum into a body of work.

Gary opens up about his breakdown between 2015 and 2017, the psychiatric stay that changed everything, and how depression rewired the way he writes and performs, shifting his comedy from observation

to something far more personal.

We also lament on the small phrases from childhood that still shape who he is, and what he's learned about memory, regret, and what's actually worth spending money on.

Gary's memoir, Misfit: Growing Up Awkward in the '80s, and his HBO special The Great Depresh both dig deeper into the story we cover here. His new solo show, Grandiloquent, is currently touring theatres across the US.

This is a conversation about identity, memory, and what it means to turn pain into precision. If you've ever wondered what's actually going on in the head of one of comedy's most acclaimed writers, this one's for you.

Chapters

0:00 Introduction

1:45 Growing Up a Mallrat

9:29 Comedy: A Mirror or Escape?

12:56 Gary as an Accountant

19:47 Where People Go to Die

22:40 Momentum & Discipline

33:51 Sayings & Small Moments

40:58 Living With Depression

46:46 How Gary's Comedy Changed

57:54 Quickfire Questions

1:02:53 A Lasting Quote

1:05:28 Last Word

Special Thanks to Noam Dworman, of the best Comedy Club in the world - The Comedy Cellar - for use of the Village Underground.

https://www.comedycellar.com/

Follow Gary:

https://www.instagram.com/garygulman

Tour Dates:

https://garygulman.com/

Misfit (Book):

https://static.macmillan.com/static/fib/gary-gulman/index.html

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