I Need A Christmas MiracleđŸ€žđŸŽ„
I AM MADELINE29 Marras 2024

I Need A Christmas MiracleđŸ€žđŸŽ„

this episode I update you on the ongoing stink fiasco, running out of money, how both are negatively affecting my health and my head and how, as I'm running out of money very quickly, how I'm going to need to go fully public but how do I pull together the energy and time that it will take to prepare and organize that. how do I get comfortable with the idea that that going fully public for me has a very low chance of survival. plus I'm trying to prepare a petition. all with energy I don't have. boy oh boy, do I need a Christmas miracle! but how? where? I keep trying to remind myself that when Liza insisted on setting up the GoFundMe I thought I was going to die. and never thought people would donate to it. i never thought I would stay alive this long. but now that that is not getting triggered by any new articles. no publication will do one and the only way I seem to have any chance that that happening is going fully public, what do I do? GoFundMe link where you'll see the photos I talked about in this episode in the updates. should be to updates ago as of today https://gofund.me/cff39173 and here is the Amazon wish list I spoke of https://www.amazon.ca/hz/wishlist/ls/KF3XJG9AUU95?ref_=wl_share I'm really struggling to not lose hope. I'm trying to focus on next steps. I'm trying not to let the fact that I'm not sure how I navigate through Christmas as I think I may run out of money before Christmas. and that's eating my brain. and Christmas is already hard for me. do you think it will help to write a dear Santa letter? cuz honestly I would try anything right now

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