I'm not ok, Nov 29
I AM MADELINE29 Marras 2024

I'm not ok, Nov 29

hard night of hardness just wanted document what I feel like. cuz I don't feel very hopeful about survival and that's definitely eating my brain on top of Christmas is coming and my birthday is coming in both of those are shaping up to be alone for me I hate to be so gloomy but it's what's happening. I don't know if anybody will care but I figure I should document it. I feel a bit like when I first started doing what I referred to as the maid recordings and let Ash (reporter who did the first five episodes) listen to them and then she recommended doing the podcast fear has me anxious and miserable and dark brained

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POWER

POWER

well I start talking about losing the help from a friend with laundry that I've had the past year or two but that support not existing anywhere even though it's medically prescribed along with houseke...

25 Syys 202533min

Hope Is Tricky Business

Hope Is Tricky Business

The Atlantic article link expired so here's a new one for you to be able to read (Or listen cuz it has a audio version at the top) https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2025/09/canada-euthanasi...

11 Syys 202533min

Disability Hate(And how I'm trying to keep afloat)

Disability Hate(And how I'm trying to keep afloat)

the link to the Atlantic article in the previous episode expired so here's a new link that lets you read the article https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2025/09/canada-euthanasia-demand-maid-...

6 Syys 202518min

Atlantic Readers welcome

Atlantic Readers welcome

The Atlantic article just came out https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2025/09/canada-euthanasia-demand-maid-policy/683562/?gift=yKNFI6bZtyj8clr3yQtLYCSwFBjNIwPzg10Axz0GrTA&utm_source=copy-li...

19 Elo 202519min

disability prejudice vomited on me by a neighbour, AGAIN

disability prejudice vomited on me by a neighbour, AGAIN

Not sure why I'm surprised, but same neighbour tried to do it to me again today as I was exiting my apt. I was so tired, my body was in such pain. What the heck. When are we going to start accessibili...

7 Elo 20258min

BANJO!

BANJO!

Where I talk about the fact I have a total thing about banjos, the recent folk festival that I went to and that I've been volunteering for for about 30 years. Also the difficulties and trying to find ...

26 Heinä 202524min

HEAT

HEAT

where I talk about upcoming heat of 30° c and I still do not have a response from the crisis division of this ministry of social development of poverty reduction about a new air conditioner. And one t...

9 Heinä 202529min

Volunteering

Volunteering

purpose in this case volunteering helps me navigate difficulty eg things I've been talking about in the last few episodes

26 Kesä 202523min

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