Trapped By My Criminal Father: My Life on the Run
TIMESTAMPS UNAVAILABLE FOR THIS EPISODECW: CA, DV, Mentions of CSA Material & Suicidal Attempts/Ideation. Zett Espinoza was born into a professional criminal family in Los Angeles. Her mother strugg...
16 Loka 20251h 21min
Why Prominent NEO NAZl Teen Denounced His White Power Movement
CW: Suicidal ideation, self harm. Born in the 1970s in Wisconsin, Arno grew up in a turbulent environment with alcohol, fighting, and family dysfunction around him. As a teenager, he was angry, rebe...
15 Loka 20251h 34min
ULTRA ORTHODOX: Unprepared For the Outside World (after Narcissistic Parents)
CW: SA, ED, Suicidal Ideation. Growing up Ultra Orthodox in an extremely abusive home, left Tzivya Murrin completely unprepared for the outside world. She tried to get help multiple times to get awa...
14 Loka 202558min
ULTRA ORTHODOX: Community Enables Her Parents Doing the Unspeakable
CW: CSA, CA, ED, Suicidal Ideation. In a system that keeps victims silent in their pain, perpetrators go unchecked and are further emboldened to inflict harm. Tzivya Murrin was trapped in this syste...
13 Loka 20251h 15min
BREAKING: Tragedy Hits Mormon Church Twice Over Weekend
Targeted violence hit a Mormon church in Michigan which claimed at least 5 lives. The same day, it was discovered that the LDS prophet had passed away at 101 years old. A weekend full of grief. We wil...
10 Loka 202539min
TWELVE TRIBES: Mother & Son Confront His Childhood in the Yellow Deli Cult
Tamara was a new mom seeking connection and community in a scary world where simplicity was romanticized. She was introduced to the Twelve Tribes by a family member and after some love bombing on some...
10 Loka 20251h 10min
The Dark Reality of Growing Up In the TWELVE TRIBES (Yellow Deli) Cult
Just before Emmet Mathieu was 2 years old, his mother Tamara longed for community and simple living, so she convinced her husband to permanently move into the Twelve Tribes commune. Immediate regret s...
9 Loka 20251h 19min
Rejoining Society After 14 Years in TWELVE TRIBES (Yellow Deli) Cult
After joining what Tamara Mathieu thought would be a wholesome, down to earth, communal family group in August of 2000, things quickly went downhill— she immediately regretted her decision. At 23 yea...
8 Loka 20251h 6min
