220: What if they died in your hands?

220: What if they died in your hands?

“I just thought this is not happening, like how could this be happening? This isn’t supposed to happen…I felt like it was my fault.”

Producers: Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock

Episode Summary: An obstetrician must find healing and forgiveness after an unexpected tragedy opens old wounds.

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Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual molestation of a minor, incest, death, infant death, pregnancy trauma, medical trauma, explicit language

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