
Heroin/Honeymoon/West Side/Japan Part Two
The experience in Japan was one of the single most terrifying I have ever lived through. This was when all of it got more real than I ever imagined it could. I cannot explain how I survived the situat...
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Episode 43 - The beginning of maintenance alcoholism and the no turning back nature of alcoholism and addiction.
I take a sip in the morning and there is no turning back.
26 Kesä 20240s

Episode 41 - The Needle/The Patches
Once the needle goes in is there any redemption possible?
25 Maalis 20240s

Episode 40 - The Demons
What happens when a person gets drunk? Are they kidnapped? Where does one go in a blackout?
25 Maalis 20240s

Episode 39 - The Party In Fort Collins Continues and I begin teaching
The forces of dark and light continue to dance back and forth as I begin a teaching career but have also been lost in the alcohol and drugs for years. The end of it all is a few years away,
25 Maalis 20240s

Episode 38 - The Crash and Oxycontin
There were forces of darkness and light going back and forth with one another as I crashed my snowboard on a dreary cold day. I traumatise a child and then get addicted to pills as a result. I was des...
25 Maalis 20240s

Episode 37 - Wrapping up the initial run in Colorado
Colorado was in so many ways a magical place to live in the 90s. I am still friends with so many of them from back then.
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