My Father Impregnated Me 5 Times

My Father Impregnated Me 5 Times

CW: Incestuous CSA, CA- Aziza Kibibi was isolated at home with her siblings, homeschooled, yet with impeccable education compared to her cousins. Her father began to introduce ways of life that would cause chaos, ab*se and pain. He declared modern medicine and doctors would not be used, even for his wife who would go on to have 11 children. He implemented polygamy and brought girlfriends around the house, even having children with them. He used his children for labor to build a home in the New Jersey winter. Worst of all, he started to SA his daughters, claiming that’s just what fathers did; purposely impregnating them to create what he called “blue blood” children. Aziza survived years and years of horrendous abuse at the hands of her father and now she helps to educate parents on CSA prevention. A true warrior.

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Chapter Marks

00:00:00 Intro

00:04:44 What Aziza's life was like before her father became ab*sive

00:09:06 How Aziza's father led the family to a polygamist lifestyle

00:13:40 How different religions affected Aziza's family

00:15:23 Aziza's education, social interactions, and health are impacted by her father's control

00:22:03 CW: s*xual ab*se Excuses for ab*se were made from the very beginning

00:23:42 CW: s*xual ab*se

00:25:28 Aziza's father moves the family to an unfinished house away from family

00:31:18 Pregnancy in Aziza's family and giving birth at home- without proper medical care

00:33:01 How Aziza's mother reacted to the ab*se

00:33:51 CW: s*xual ab*se

00:39:24 Aziza's life with her siblings and chiIdren in one home as a chiId herself

00:44:10 Aziza's birth experience

00:48:26 CW: s*xual ab*se

00:49:52 The first escape attempt

00:57:34 Health issues begin to appear in Aziza's chiIdren

01:02:24 Aziza's family moves out of their house and to southern New Jersey

01:04:01 ChiId services gets involved

01:14:35 Aziza finally has the opportunity to get help

01:19:32 Aziza gets a lawyer and is finally reunited with her chiIdren

01:23:01 Aziza's crash course in life that led to her foundation

01:31:13 Linda, listen

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