The Dark Side of Jehovah’s Witnesses: My Husband Refused to Let Me DIE Despite Blood Doctrine

Kendra Lee Bryan has been following the case closely and will walk us through all of the updates since our last livestream.  Click here to watch on YouTube Subscribe to Kendra's Channel! YouTube:  @KendraLeeBryan   IG: no longer active We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness  Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon  **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Fingers have been pointed and blame shifted from the alleged perpetrators Ruby Franke and Jodi Hildebrandt in court. Are we really surprised? However, more and more people are coming forward to attest to the awful treatment Ruby and Jodi have both inflicted on others aside from Ruby's own. Joined by Kendra Bryan, we will discuss some of the new updates in the case. Click here to watch on YouTube Subscribe to Kendra's Channel! YouTube:  @KendraLeeBryan   IG: no longer active We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness  Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon  **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Breaking news with Mormon mommy blogger Ruby Franke who was arrested for extreme CA. Join me, Andrew Gold and Kendra Bryan to discuss the details of the arrest.  Click here for the 1st part on YouTube on Andrew Gold's Channel before moving over here.  Click here to watch this episode on YouTube Subscribe to Andrew's Channel!  YouTube: Andrew Gold   IG: @andrewgold_ok  Subscribe to Kendra's Channel! YouTube:  @KendraLeeBryan   IG: no longer active We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness  Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon  **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Join us to further discuss the awful book "To Train Up a Child". As a follow up to our episode together, we will answer your questions! Click here to watch on YouTube Watch her episode first here Find Kendra on Social! IG: no longer active FB: Kendra Bryan (the bad child) TikTok: @kendraleebryan We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness  Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon  **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Childhood was anything but peaceful growing up as a “Rama kid” in this insular Shawano, Wisconsin Cult. Claiming to have seen God and speak for Him, the leader seemed to enjoy torturing his members (especially the youth) and keeping them under strict control. Michele was 5 when her parents left her at the cult compound where she was endlessly tortured. She wouldn’t fully end up escaping until her 30s.  Click here to watch on YouTube Follow Michele on YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@UC-76QylEA3KKCmfBe5d0MPw  We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness  Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon  **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** 00:03:45 Rama's history and how he came to be in the United States and converted to Christianity 00:06:39 Michele's early life in the cult 00:08:39 Early memories from the cult and their lasting effects 00:12:03 What it was like living in the compound and ways in which food was used in harmful ways 00:12:49 TW:  Michele was tortured as a chiIId, having to eat her own vomit 00:18:56 How Rama would pit chiIdren and families against each other 00:22:25 TW: Psychological and physical ab*se 00:28:07 What going to public school was like for Michele and how the other chiIdren and teachers treated her 00:30:48 Michele's inconsistent schooling and how it effected her later on 00:33:59 Michele's final straw to leave the church and the repercussions for defying Rama 00:39:21 How Michele's mother's relationship with her chiIdren and the church changed after Michele left 00:42:11 How Michele's mom's devotion to Rama added to the ab*se 00:44:25 TW: Physical ab*se 00:45:52 Rama's control over parents led to Michele's parentification 00:50:42 Physically leaving the cult, mentally still following Rama 00:52:18 How mental health was viewed in the cult  00:54:37 How Michele handled parenthood after her trauma 00:56:50 Michele's experience in therapy and what helped her to find healing 00:59:56 Michele's symptoms of PTSD 01:05:51 Michele uses energy healing practices to cut ties with Rama 01:11:33 What Michele believes now 01:12:04 How Michele is doing now Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Shifrah grew up in the horrific Shawano, Wisconsin cult often called SIST. She frequently witnessed people being beat*n or shocked with cattle prods. Some people joined to fulfill their own sadistic fantasies, while others were too indoctrinated or programmed to realize the CA was wrong and unacceptable. Determined to beat up adults who were harming chiIdren, shifrah became a ring leader of sorts and a huge target to the cult leader. Afraid of what influence she may have, Shifrah was kicked out and disowned from her 13 person family, expected to live on the streets at 12 years old. Click here to watch on YouTube Find Shifrah on social media: YouTube:  www.youtube.com/@shifrahmorgan464 IG: @shifrah21 We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness  Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon  **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** 00:04:07 What is the Rama cult, and why do people follow him? 00:07:23 Shifrah's family lived there and was heavily involved 00:08:40 ChiId labor on the compound 00:15:32 CW: Physical Ab*se- What the Shawano kids saw 00:20:43 There was a clear familial hierarchy which controlled how people were treated 00:21:36 CW: CSA- The various kinds of ab*se happening 00:24:52 CW:CSA- Rama pushing the men to little girls... 00:26:21 CW: CSA- rampant ab*se that led to chiIdren playing "doctor" with each other 00:32:10 Re-learning to trust her body after CSA 00:33:35 How Rama got parents to hurt their own chiIdren 00:36:58 CW: DV & CA 00:39:58 Shifrah "rebels" by starting a posse to protect chiIdren from adults 00:45:36 What led to Shifrah getting kicked out of her house 01:00:45 How Shifrah was able to go to high school 01:01:41 Shifrah's life falls apart after her first husband passes away 01:05:08 Shifrah's biological parents want a relationship with her 01:06:54 Shifrah processes everything that happened to her, and advocates against the cult now 01:16:05 What brings Shifrah joy now Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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CW:  CSA, SA, Abuse. Cult dynamics can be found in large, high control groups, as well as in single families. From no locked doors or privacy within the house, to accompanying her on dates, ab*sing her with barb wire, and hold her family hostage, Kahlia’s father essentially acted like a cult leader in her household and kept her imprisoned with manipulation tactics and various forms of ab*se. Learn what it took for her to leave her dying grandmother (per her wishes) so she could escape and find true freedom and happiness.  Click here to watch on YouTube Follow Kahlia on Instagram:  @vintagelia96 We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness  Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon  **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** 00:04:05 Kahlia's family dynamic growing up 00:05:29 Kahlia's father's rules with purity culture 00:08:55 Kahlia's father didn't allow her to have any friends 00:10:28 Kahlia's home school experience 00:12:56 The different religious beliefs Kahlia's father thought was the true way 00:14:42 Kahlia's hairstyle was controlled by her father 00:16:37 TW: Kahlia's father threat*ned their lives by kn*fepoint whenever her mom tried to take them and leave 00:19:21 Kahlia's father told her she'd be responsible for breaking up the family if she spoke out 00:23:35 Kahlia's father would bully her 00:25:08 TW:  walking in while undressing, groping, SA 00:26:30 TW: CSA (father forces a tampon when Kahlia is 11) 00:29:33 TW: CSA (17 years old) 00:32:06 TW:  SA (the last incident that made Kahlia leave for good) 00:37:36 What motivated Kahlia to get out of the abus*ve situation 00:39:48 Kahlia's family's negative reaction to her dating her now husband 00:43:38 Na na's parting words to Kahlia 00:45:00 What it was like acclimating to a new life outside of control 00:54:56 What brings Kahlia joy now Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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The Samanta Roy Institute of Science and Technology, known also simply as SIST, is a secretive fundamentalist Christian-like group based in Shawano, Wisconsin. The group was founded by Rama Behera, a Hindu who converted to Christianity, who later changed his name to Dr. Rama Chandra Samanta Roy. Born and raised in the insidious cult, Elisabeth Gronval and her 8 other siblings went through hell at the hands of the leader. He would isolate and torture chiIdren with hard manual labor, disturbing physical punishments and verbal ab*se. Elisabeth was publicly humiliated when her home was ransacked at the leader’s command and extremely private belongings were passed around to hundreds of members. Excommunicated from her church and her family, she was left alone to navigate an unknown world.  Click here to watch on YouTube Find Elisabeth on social: IG:  @enliven_hope_productions  Email: hopestarts1999@gmail.com We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness  Host Instagram @sheliseann  Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  Twitter @cultstocon  **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** 00:00:00 Intro 00:05:07 Who is Rama Behera and why do people follow him? 00:08:16 Elisabeth and her family traveled to the compound every weekend for his sermons 00:09:48 The torture that Elisabeth witnessed 00:13:16 In Rama's mind, what was meriting this type of torture to chiIdren? 00:17:04 Some of Elisabeth's chiIdhood memories in the cult 00:20:37 Were parents isolated and kept away from seeing the chiIdren tortured? 00:21:47 What was Rama saying to convince people he had authority? 00:27:25 Sticking out like a sore thumb in public school 00:29:19 Why Elisabeth started to "rebel" in her teen years 00:38:15 What made Elisabeth want to escape? 00:43:03 The beginning of when it seemed it was time for Elisabeth to leave 00:48:11 Elisabeth going back and meeting Rama's wrath (he shared n*de photos of her to everyone) 00:56:35 Elisabeth's final escape 01:01:44 When Elisabeth's family decided to leave the cult 01:04:45 Elisabeth opens up about her father and his vulnerabilities 01:10:19 Elisabeth feels Rama has mental illness 01:14:31 Has Rama seen consequences? 01:19:35 What brings Elisabeth joy now? 01:27:25 Linda, listen Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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