Am I Getting Married Again!?!?!

I was horribly nervous to go to work today. Why? Well, this will be the first time I’m back at our studio since the separation. Will it be awkward? Tense? Can we even get done what we need to? The dynamics have shifted dramatically but maybe this is an opening for something positive? Only time will tell. All I do know is that I love filming comedy videos and making people laugh. And that will never change. Finding Laura Clery: Website: lauraclery.com Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery Instagram: @lauraclery   Episode Breakdown: -00:0 Hi! Pamela Pumpkin is at it again -02:35 Kid’s can also do Pamela’s Halloween Workout on Pammy’s World! -03:06 Why I was nervous to go to the studio today -07:15 Working with him again since it all went down -08:48 Our professional dynamic affected our personal relationship -12:12 We proved we can get the job done -14:40 Now he’s doing his own thing -16:50 Can we swing filming together once a month? -18:15 We all have a gift to make the world a better place -21:20 Who do you think I should interview? -22:20 Comment what your gift and passion is -23:40 Just remind yourself that you are going to die. It helps! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

20 Loka 202226min

Throughout my recovery I have experienced some miraculous, almost unbelievable moments and I want to share them with you! I’m pretty sure I was struck by a God shot this week when I really really needed it. The wisdom I’ve gained from just listening to these signs in my life is incredible. Have you experienced the same? Finding Laura Clery: Website: lauraclery.com Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery Instagram: @lauraclery   Episode Breakdown: -00:00 Let’s Get Right Into It!  -00:43 What’s a God shot?  -2:22 Getting punched in the face -3:28 I used to have so much rage -4:44 The time I made it on the local news… -6:10 Toddlers will TEST you -8:00 A love letter or a betrayal? -10:27 I got heated...  -11:34 I’m inspired & writing new scripts again!   -15:31 Here is the God shot at work: Page 90  -18:00 Self restraint as a priority  -20:23 Time to pause, listen, and act with love & tolerance  -21:54 Is it a miracle or coincidence?  -26:13 I love you all very, very much Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

13 Loka 202228min

I’ve never really opened up about being bisexual until now. It feels great to talk about it! I’m also realizing how important visibility really is. Opening up with you has allowed me to further develop as a whole individual as well as live a more honest life. Love you! Finding Laura Clery: Website: lauraclery.com Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery Instagram: @lauraclery   Episode Breakdown: -00:00 I have something to tell you… -3:30 This is why visibility is important! -4:40 I feel it is my responsibility to share my truth  -5:15 What it was like telling my sister  -7:45 What my parents thought– -10:25 Feeling a part of a community & breaking bad cycles  -13:00 My Best Friend ALWAYS knew… -14:14 How opened minded we should ALL be  -18:00 It feels SO GOOD to share with you all!  -20:00 Following Alfie’s lead & reading Good Inside  -23:30 Let me know what guests you want on the show!  -24:00 5 Things You’re Grateful For… Go! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

6 Loka 202227min

Sharing this separation with the world has been HARD! And it feels like everywhere I turn someone is judging how I'm reacting to it. I'm not reacting to it. I'm IN IT. I keep reminding myself, everyone can think whatever they want, it doesn’t matter! They don't know the whole story. It’s time to stop listening to other people’s opinions and start following our own intuition! And never forget you don’t have to handle things how everyone EXPECTS you to! Just do YOU. Finding Laura Clery: Website: lauraclery.com Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery Instagram: @lauraclery Episode Breakdown: -00:00 HI! Let’s get right into it -00:20 Breathe with me, it will feel GOOD! -1:34 I’m doing this on my own! -3:28 Scaling back now…  -4:23 You’ll be HAPPY to know I’ve been SAD -5:15 The big shock!  -8:00 Why acceptance is so beautiful  -8:30 “WHY DID WE SEPERATE??” -9:20 Tina, Dina, and Sheena DON’T know -11:19 I wasn’t ready, but I’m choosing to love myself  -14:04 It’s not broken, it’s just different  -16:30 Amazing morning meditation: Joe Dispenza -19:05 Visualizing our futures– you won’t regret it -23:00 Being a safe space for my kids is #1 -27:10 Ignore the haters, everything’s gonna be okay  Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

29 Syys 202231min

Here is what I’ve learned: your happiness and your self worth is an INSIDE JOB! Self love has not come easy! I used to believe the meanest comments and critiques about myself. It stops now! Defining yourself by your job, your relationship, your looks, ANYTHING, is a losing game! That is conditional love. NO THANKS! I am embracing who I am and loving what I do NOW. Nothing else matters.  Finding Laura Clery: Website: lauraclery.com Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery Instagram: @lauraclery   Episode Breakdown: -00:00 I am in love! -1:45 This is my latest obsession -3:10 You are either grandiose or comatose -4:20 What does loving myself mean? -7:50 Who has time for HOBBIES?! -9:45 Louise Hay is brilliant -12:19 My tits are sad… 16:30 We are amazing, powerful, and perfect! 17:15 Needing love vs. Neediness for love 18:20 The journey of my teeth 25:04 Booking jobs for Barry and his mom! 28:53 The agency comes CRAWLING back 31:36 I am whole regardless of my circumstances! 33:18 How do YOU give yourself love? Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

22 Syys 202237min

I've put a STOP to ignoring my friends, family, and community! My relationship was all consuming. It overtook my mind almost like an addiction! But now I’m no longer allowing my romantic relationship to become my WHOLE life. I am finding the POWER in reaching out to and connecting with my women's group, my sponsor, and myself. I’m focusing on my community and spending my time checking in with those around me to keep me going. I am capable and strong and surrounded by amazing people. And so are YOU!   TRIGGER WARNING: Discussions of verbal abuse and sexual assault.   Finding Laura Clery: Website: lauraclery.com Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery Instagram: @lauraclery Episode Breakdown: -00:00 On a scale from 1-10 how're you!?  -1:30 The power of cheesy ass affirmations! -2:30 Romantic love takes A LOT of energy  -5:10 The fallout of my co-dependent relationship  -7:50 I stopped believing in myself -8:20 Loving A Gentle Path through the Twelve Steps  -10:30 Staying connected to dear friends  -13:30 Keep money in your pocket…NOT in your head -15:25 Back to the drawing board (literally)  -17:40 TRIGGER WARNING: Verbal Abuse  -18:39 Take what you love and leave the rest -21:00 Uncertainty is TERRIFYING  -22:44 I’m choosing to trust the universe -25:50 I LOVE you, thank you -29:00 5 things you’re grateful for READY SET GO! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

15 Syys 202231min

Acceptance is a BEAUTIFUL thing! No seriously, I’ve been taking life as it is this week. Nothing more and nothing less! My eyes are opened to MY OWN weaknesses, and I’m no longer trying to change what I cannot control. I’m beginning to find joy by accepting my reality and choosing to stay IN THE MOMENT. So if you need me, I’ll be living in the present.    Finding Laura Clery: Website: lauraclery.com Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery Instagram: @lauraclery   Episode Breakdown: -00:00 Trying to teach a cat to bark… -00:40 I’m reading Loving What Is by Byron Katie & I can’t get enough! -1:50 Why I’m so happy! -3:00 I’m breaking the codependent pattern! -4:18 Happiness IS an inside job -6:36 Here’s how you do “The Work” -9:00 What it’s like living separated  -11:40 It’s NOT the time to start spiraling  -14:20 When the plan goes awry -17:30 I just want stability  -19:30 Sometimes you just need to turn on Beyonce and DANCE -25:12 You are never alone! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

8 Syys 202229min

I actually feel FREE! Since we’re only as sick as our secrets, I’m ALWAYS going to talk about what’s going on in my life! Let’s be real, I’m ONLY after inner peace these days. I’m officially DONE thinking about what was…and instead I’m accepting the fact that I can’t control other people. There’s POWER in letting go! Try it with me.   Finding Laura Clery: Website: lauraclery.com Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery Instagram: @lauraclery   Episode Breakdown: -00:00 The cat is OUT of the bag  -2:15 I wasn’t feeling funny -3:25 It’s a personal issue but I’m gonna share it with you anyway -4:20 We cannot change anyone -5:15 Lovingly detaching -5:50 Overwhelmingly free -7:00 My favorite book: The Power Of Now by Eckhart Tolle -8:50 You have power over your thoughts! -11:45 Reconnecting with friends, family & my program -16:25 Listen to your gut & let go of the FEAR -18:30 I chose to make a decision based on LOVE -22:40 Let’s hope our kids turn out better than us -24:00 “The definition of a miracle is a shift in perception from fear to love” - from A Course In Miracles Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

1 Syys 202228min