
Disabled By My Abilities
I have endured too much abuse at the hands of others because of my dissociative behaviors. Let me explain. This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2020/09/1...
18 Touko 20213min

When Jesus Met Me
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2020/09/13/when-jesus-met-me/
18 Touko 20214min

The Clowns of Mockery
“Who are you to tell our story? Incest is a family secret. You have no right to share it.” These are the voices of the clowns that try to impede my path to healing. “You’re fat and you should worry ab...
17 Touko 20212min

The Chill of Isolation
As a child and then as an adult, aloneness was my best friend. The world around me was so terribly unsafe, what other conclusion could I draw? What other form of reprieve could I seek? When I was abou...
17 Touko 20213min

Boxing With My Fear
When I was three, I had an attack that left me paralyzed for days. When that memory returned to me as an adult, it almost paralyzed me again. My emotional brain overtook my rational brain. That’s wher...
14 Touko 20215min

The Accidental Overdose
Of people pleasing, that is. You think if I were raised by people who held nothing but disdain for me, I would hate people. To the contrary, I’ve all too often kissed everyone’s ass. This episode is a...
14 Touko 20213min

The Stench of Guilt
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2020/09/08/the-stench-of-guilt/
13 Touko 20214min

The Frailty of Being Human
This episode is also available as a blog post: http://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com/2020/09/06/the-frailty-of-being-human/
13 Touko 20213min





















