I Was Held Hostage By The Cartel In Mexico | Inside A College Addict's Spiral
John Luedke had it all on paper — a scholarship to Michigan State, a successful father, a big house, and every material thing a kid could want. But underneath it all, he was drowning. His parents' aff...
21 Touko 58min
I Was A Teacher With Two DUIs | 30 Years of Alcoholism & Finding Sobriety
Elisa Nicole Saunders was a Palm Beach County schoolteacher, standing in front of classrooms every day — and quietly drinking and drugging her way through 30 years of addiction. Two DUIs. A five-car p...
19 Touko 57min
I Was Ordering Fentanyl Off The Dark Web In College | Gambling, Xanax & How I Got Sober
Jordan Freeman had everything going for him — loving parents, a spot at one of the top business schools in the country, varsity baseball, and a bright future. But behind closed doors, he was ordering ...
18 Touko 1h 20min
I Did Neurofeedback for Anxiety, Stress & PTSD — Here's What Happened | Compassion Behavioral Health
I went inside Compassion Behavioral Health (CBH) headquarters in Fort Lauderdale, Florida to experience neurofeedback firsthand — and I vlogged the whole thing. In this episode, I go through my first...
17 Touko 30min
He Overdosed, Died 3 Times & Woke Up an Amputee | Now He Has 14 Years Sober
Kevin Parker had everything stripped from him — his health, his freedom, his leg, and nearly his life. After a night that started with a family intervention and ended with him face-down in his own vom...
16 Touko 1h 16min
From Eating Disorder to 30 Years in Recovery: Trauma, EMDR & Healing
In this powerful episode, I sit down with Rachel Pappert Docekal, a recovery advocate and executive at the Hanley Center in West Palm Beach. Rachel opens up about her own 30-year recovery journey — st...
15 Touko 58min
She Married a Drug Dealer in Vegas While Running From Cops | Cocaine Addiction, a Federal Raid & Getting Sober
Courtney Janssen grew up in a farm town outside Chicago watching domestic abuse and drinking become "normal." By 12 she had her first drink. By her twenties she was doing cocaine daily to survive doub...
14 Touko 51min
Throwing Up Blood & Still Drinking | Stage 4 Cirrhosis, Liver Transplant & 19 Months Sober
Chelsea Garber was diagnosed with Stage 4 cirrhosis of the liver — and kept drinking for nine more months. After losing her son, battling drug addiction, surviving 50+ hospital admissions, and bein...
12 Touko 1h 7min
