God’s Disgusting Love for Us
Laila and Carolyn talk about God’s total gross narcissistic love for Godself.
1 Loka 202131min
The Annihilating Joy of Being Turned Down for Tacos
Carolyn and Laila talk about our existential predicament of being simultaneously totally alone as the great solo consciousness and simultaneously in full Union with all apparent others.
25 Syys 202134min
New Aeon Relating
Carolyn and Laila talk about the possibilities of rejoicing in lucidity through sex and relationship.
23 Syys 202113min
Sleep Over with Carolyn and Laila (Trailer)
22 Syys 202154s
Mother Will
How Carolyn’s and Laila’s respective saint mothers unwittingly taught them the New Aeon truth that Do What Thou Wilt is the Whole of the Law.
21 Syys 202122min
Waking Up with Laila and Carolyn
Carolyn and her dear friend Laila Bernhardt talk about how they met and got wise to the joys of the dreamlike fluidity (emptiness) of existence.
16 Syys 202153min
Ego death / Scorpio season / Calcination
It’s Scorpio season! Death celebration time! How do we put down our negativity and surrender into ego-death sensations so we can live more abundantly?
10 Marras 202017min
When you pull a “bad” card
Talkin’ ‘bout how to deal when you pull a scary card from the Thoth deck like “Cruelty”
22 Syys 202011min
