I Poured Blood On Myself To Mock God. Then He Washed Me Clean I Jose Lopez

Welcome back to The Matt Richardson Podcast. Today's episode features an incredible, mind-blowing testimony of deliverance with my brother Jose Lopez.

For years, Jose lived behind a dark, demonic mask. Having survived childhood physical abuse, he constructed an alternative persona to insulate himself from pain. His quest for self-protection escalated into extreme dark art—dyeing his hair, wearing pentagrams, imitating the Joker, and posting videos of himself mocking the crucifixion of Christ.

Though he achieved fame, money, and status in the dark entertainment world, Jose's soul was dying. He opens up about the terrifying moment he looked in his bedroom mirror and saw a demon staring back, and how his soul began screaming out for help.

Jose shares how God met him right in his bedroom through a Holy Spirit-inspired message, washing away his sins, driving out the spirits of darkness, and completely restoring his true identity. Together, we unpack the reality of spiritual warfare, the trap of holding onto subtle idols, and how Jesus Christ can take someone who once blasphemed His name and turn them into a fire-filled evangelist.

What you’ll hear:

How childhood abuse and trauma force young kids to build dark alter-egos.

The hidden danger of horror movies, dark personas, and inviting demonic spirits.

The mirror experience: Staring into the dark and seeing a demon inside.

How God bypassed religious institutions to meet a broken man directly in his bedroom.

Physical signs of deliverance: Hearing demonic spirits screech as Christ enters.

Letting go of the final mask: Truly surrendering all idols to follow Jesus 100%.

If you found yourself in my story today, please know you don't have to walk through the darkness alone. This podcast is dedicated to providing you with the spiritual truth, guidance, and community you need to find true freedom.