Considering a New Job after two years retired
Going back to work brings back concerns of my days using pot and emotional dysregulation. I received job offer but not sure what to do. Going back to work would betray my dream or early retirement and...
24 Sep 22min
Month 4 + 2 weeks - Travelling and Lazy
Outside the country for a month and lazy. I need to get motivated and do something.
5 Mar 8min
Month 4 - Not Taking Myself Too Seriously
I find that I am more comfortable taking a risks expressive myself through music, speech, or social engagement Taking these risks exposes me to occadional embarrasment, which does not seem to hurt me ...
24 Feb 22min
Day 105 - People Pleasing
I ofren do or say what others expect of me - somethijg I call "People Pleasing". I get myself into difficult situations when I do this which has created drama and anxiety. I need to be careful about p...
3 Feb 12min
Day 90 - Occassional Days without thinking about Pot
Some days go by without thinking about using any pot, which is miraculous for me. Some days were difficult though because of sadness or anger. I am dealing better than previous attempts at sobriety.
23 Jan 22min
Month 3 - Christmas Eve Sober
My Christmas gift to young listeners is a warning. Modern weed is dangerous for young brains, it can make kids psychotic, or permanently damage their brain. Bryn Spejcher turned psycho and killed the ...
24 Des 202518min
Day 59 - Sane People are Aware and Connected
I am feeling a heaviness in my chest and not connecting with others very well. I want to be aware of sensations in my body and the feeings that cause them. Then I want to identify life events that cau...
22 Des 202527min
Day 56 - Proud yet Humble
I am now sober longer the second longest time period in my entire adult life. It should be a a time to celebrate but my feelings are mixed.
21 Des 202510min
