The straw that has broken this camel's back
I AM MADELINE5 Aug 2023

The straw that has broken this camel's back

Today is very much the epitome of the adage *the straw that breaks the camel's back*. I thought I'll say what's happening while it's happening because this is exactly what it's like to be one of them is that millionsmissing. This is what happens when you don't have even have a MSP category of coverage for your disease, myalgic encephalomyelitis, and you end up on PWD assistance. I had a pretty hardcore meltdown after landlord's representative started making noises about my messy apartment so I'm guessing my tenancy is at risk again simply because I have never been able to have the basic doctor prescribed housekeeping myalgic encephalomyelitis needs. It's just too much. Everything is just too much. Everybody expects me to be always brave and strong and I just can't do it. No one could do it. I've hit rock bottom with a crushing thud Gofundme link for those looking for it https://gofund.me/cff39173

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Easter musings

Easter musings

it's Easter morning, and I talk about some of the good things that have happened but also as per usual document the obstacles that are ever present I talk about this housekeeping GoFundMe a friend set...

5 Apr 34min

under pressure

under pressure

I was trying to figure out what to call this and I think that David Bowie Queen song under pressure pretty much describes it I think. So I'm continuing to try to document the insanity of the measure o...

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Sick Times republish of my op-ed!

Sick Times republish of my op-ed!

A quick update as the sick times have republished my op-ed. I'm a bit addle brained so you're not getting a lot much in the way of intelligence but it does document some of the brain fog issues Sick t...

20 Mar 6min

Light In Darkness

Light In Darkness

today I don't just document the grinding difficulty but my memory banks pulled up some really nice light and darkness times from when I was little and I also talk about some really nice things from so...

18 Mar 20min

Leadership And Power Musings

Leadership And Power Musings

where I talk about how I feel about My power and the leadership roles I have been in and the leadership roles I may be in in the near future depending on how the email campaign goes speaking of which ...

16 Mar 22min

pt 6: Ides of March squish squash

pt 6: Ides of March squish squash

where I talk about how rest day is rarely just the rest day because all the stuff I've been compartmentalizing comes out and wants to be processed. which is not very restful. having my body not moving...

16 Mar 13min

pt5: pi Day squish squash continues

pt5: pi Day squish squash continues

It's pi day. unfortunately I don't have any actual pie to celebrate with. But I hope you're having some nerdy fun. For me it's whimsy as I'm still experiencing squish squash. Still documenting what it...

15 Mar 15min

pt4: Friday the 13th squish squashed, The hits keep coming

pt4: Friday the 13th squish squashed, The hits keep coming

things that got even worse today. So much so that I called a friend, had a meltdown, which I talk about in the episode, and decided that I am the universe's chew toy. yeah, a little dramatic for sure....

14 Mar 30min

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