The straw that has broken this camel's back
I AM MADELINE5 Aug 2023

The straw that has broken this camel's back

Today is very much the epitome of the adage *the straw that breaks the camel's back*. I thought I'll say what's happening while it's happening because this is exactly what it's like to be one of them is that millionsmissing. This is what happens when you don't have even have a MSP category of coverage for your disease, myalgic encephalomyelitis, and you end up on PWD assistance. I had a pretty hardcore meltdown after landlord's representative started making noises about my messy apartment so I'm guessing my tenancy is at risk again simply because I have never been able to have the basic doctor prescribed housekeeping myalgic encephalomyelitis needs. It's just too much. Everything is just too much. Everybody expects me to be always brave and strong and I just can't do it. No one could do it. I've hit rock bottom with a crushing thud Gofundme link for those looking for it https://gofund.me/cff39173

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housekeeping, deep clean part one

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working outside a tiny ME energy envelope is like borrowing money from the mob, you will pay dearly!

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