173: What if your cry for help led to an unthinkable tragedy?
“You just think this is a nightmare, and then you realize nope this is my life, this is real.”Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew WaitsEpisode Summary: A mother faces the ultimate tragedy at the hands ...
12 Jan 202143min
172: What if you were lured into an unspeakable hell?
“I did have a hard time ever really feeling safe anywhere, and the problem was just that inside of me it wasn’t safe so it didn’t matter where I was.”Producers: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After a...
15 Des 202057min
171: What if you saw inside the belly of the beast?
“Looking down the barrel of a gun is devastating….Although I was a kid it was very clear that there was lots of hate, and I was kind of frozen.”Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew WaitsEpisode Summary:...
8 Des 202037min
170: What if you didn't sleep for 120 hours?
“It felt like the earth had stopped rotating like I was trapped in this moment of just complete all-encompassing fear.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A young woman hungry to explore the wor...
1 Des 202054min
169: What if you were an Adult Baby Diaper Lover?
“I would do everything I could that had to happen to engage with this object that I needed to do and then I would bury it….And I had to realize at a certain point that it was just not going to work.”P...
24 Nov 202039min
168: What if you believed you were Jesus Christ?
“It’s like you’ve lost yourself completely, and you’re basically left in a million different pieces.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A woman self-medicating for anxiety and depression spiral...
17 Nov 202055min
167: What if you had a fetish for disgust?
“Once I was able to be in control of what I decide is disgusting instead of having that placed on me, that’s what helped me become friends with the feeling.”Producer: Whit Missildine , Andrew WaitsEpi...
10 Nov 202036min
166: What if you didn't have any fear?
“The mind almost has to find a way to prove that it’s not real. This cannot be happening.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After visiting a psychiatrist for mild anxiety, a young man embarks ...
3 Nov 202056min
