As the shield of resistance breaks, ignorance becomes exposed

In this episode I explore the field of emotional biology and the science behind how emotions are the scaffolding to idiopathic disease. How Entheogens are being shown to modulate the epigenetic compon...

22 Aug 202250min

Coming back to some old texts while in a whirlwind of instability. Awakening to a better understanding of the Bardo Thodal and how it flavors my ambition to coping towards ambiguous loss.

8 Aug 202253min

Recognizing The Shadow in myself and in the collective to then explore how I can integrate the darker parts of my psyche. Why understanding my potential to be a monster allows for a higher understandi...

18 Jul 202245min

Finding comfort in a Ram Das lecture that reintroduced how a hierarchy of needs is attached to a false conditioned persona. How investment in this process can lead to separateness.

4 Jul 202234min

Exploring the emotional tension with a high and terrifying dose of cannabis. Treating this process as an extreme ritual to jumping into very uncomfortable and necessary spaces in facing what I’ve been...

20 Jun 202239min

Here I explain the buildup and philosophy around my jiu jitsu program that helps new students integrate into academy’s more prepared.

6 Jun 202248min

Dealing with a triggering phone call that then allowed me to move through the fear it placed on my lap. A mild vision quest that enlightened me to the power of intently listening. How I’ve integrated ...

16 Mai 202242min

I recall a very significant trip to Colorado with a close friend. I discover more about my toxic attachments to my caretaker identity. How an ice bath spiraled me into an authentic emotional release. ...

2 Mai 202238min