Episode 20 - "True Love" and trauma bonding.

Episode 20 - "True Love" and trauma bonding.

I was in love with the character known as Elizabeth. There was pressure to make out and I was terrified. Jared had become more and more of a bully and as a result, I finally made the big move!

Soon thereafter, Elizabeth began abusing me, and our trauma bond was solidified. All of this built up inside me.

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Episoder(44)

Heroin/Honeymoon/West Side/Japan Part Two

Heroin/Honeymoon/West Side/Japan Part Two

The experience in Japan was one of the single most terrifying I have ever lived through. This was when all of it got more real than I ever imagined it could. I cannot explain how I survived the situat...

20 Sep 20240s

Episode 43 - The beginning of maintenance alcoholism and the no turning back nature of alcoholism and addiction.

Episode 43 - The beginning of maintenance alcoholism and the no turning back nature of alcoholism and addiction.

I take a sip in the morning and there is no turning back.

26 Jun 20240s

Episode 42 - A bit on my failed teaching experience and then leaving Colorado.

Episode 42 - A bit on my failed teaching experience and then leaving Colorado.

I leave Colorado in the midst of dysfunction and addiction.

26 Jun 20240s

Episode 41 - The Needle/The Patches

Episode 41 - The Needle/The Patches

Once the needle goes in is there any redemption possible?

25 Mar 20240s

Episode 40 - The Demons

Episode 40 - The Demons

What happens when a person gets drunk? Are they kidnapped? Where does one go in a blackout?

25 Mar 20240s

Episode 39 - The Party In Fort Collins Continues and I begin teaching

Episode 39 - The Party In Fort Collins Continues and I begin teaching

The forces of dark and light continue to dance back and forth as I begin a teaching career but have also been lost in the alcohol and drugs for years. The end of it all is a few years away,

25 Mar 20240s

Episode 38 - The Crash and Oxycontin

Episode 38 - The Crash and Oxycontin

There were forces of darkness and light going back and forth with one another as I crashed my snowboard on a dreary cold day. I traumatise a child and then get addicted to pills as a result. I was des...

25 Mar 20240s

Episode 37 - Wrapping up the initial run in Colorado

Episode 37 - Wrapping up the initial run in Colorado

Colorado was in so many ways a magical place to live in the 90s. I am still friends with so many of them from back then.

23 Feb 20240s

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