![Day 198: Why I Decided to Have Radiation [Kristen Vengler]](https://cdn.podme.com/podcast-images/331256715E8F95A1EABB1EB864B4611F_small.jpg)
Day 198: Why I Decided to Have Radiation [Kristen Vengler]
Weary and desperate for a break in the relentlessness of breast cancer treatment, Kristen makes the decision whether or not to proceed with radiation. While the medical team followed a tight protocol ...
13 Jan 202238min
![Day 176: This Is Not The Outcome We Wanted [Kristen Vengler]](https://cdn.podme.com/podcast-images/331256715E8F95A1EABB1EB864B4611F_small.jpg)
Day 176: This Is Not The Outcome We Wanted [Kristen Vengler]
Kristen goes into the operating room hopeful that this milestone is the end of her cancer, but wakes up ten hours later realizing the number of drains in her chest means the worst possible outcome. Th...
30 Des 202132min
![Day 160: What Snacks Do You Bring to a Double Mastectomy? [Kristen Vengler]](https://cdn.podme.com/podcast-images/331256715E8F95A1EABB1EB864B4611F_small.jpg)
Day 160: What Snacks Do You Bring to a Double Mastectomy? [Kristen Vengler]
How do you prepare to have a part of your body removed forever? What snacks do you bring to a double mastectomy? For Kristen, the list starts with a good pillowcase, her Anna Ono robe, her softest Kyt...
16 Des 202117min
![Day 151: How I Got Mentally Ready For A Double Mastectomy [Kristen Vengler]](https://cdn.podme.com/podcast-images/331256715E8F95A1EABB1EB864B4611F_small.jpg)
Day 151: How I Got Mentally Ready For A Double Mastectomy [Kristen Vengler]
Kristen readies herself for the impending double mastectomy and reflects on her original thought process in which the bad old boobs are swapped for good new boobs and that’s the end. While watching Ni...
2 Des 202113min
![Day 131: I Regret Not Noticing This Sooner [Kristen Vengler]](https://cdn.podme.com/podcast-images/331256715E8F95A1EABB1EB864B4611F_small.jpg)
Day 131: I Regret Not Noticing This Sooner [Kristen Vengler]
Kristen is exhausted and ready to be done with chemo. When Scripps' entire computer system goes down from a ransomware attack, her appointments come to a screeching halt. A chemotherapy session is del...
12 Nov 202121min
![Day 77: Did the Tumor Shrink? [Kristen Vengler]](https://cdn.podme.com/podcast-images/331256715E8F95A1EABB1EB864B4611F_small.jpg)
Day 77: Did the Tumor Shrink? [Kristen Vengler]
After 11 long weeks of chemotherapy we’re at the clinic to see Dr. Ali, the oncologist. Kristen is hopeful because she can see her tumor and it appears on the surface like it’s getting smaller. But th...
5 Nov 202118min
![Day 60: Strange Chemo Side Effects That Nobody Tells You About [Kristen Vengler]](https://cdn.podme.com/podcast-images/331256715E8F95A1EABB1EB864B4611F_small.jpg)
Day 60: Strange Chemo Side Effects That Nobody Tells You About [Kristen Vengler]
Kristen adjusts to Taxol, the drug used in the second phase of chemotherapy, which brings bizarre side effects requiring special booties and mittens to prevent permanent nerve damage in her hands and ...
28 Okt 202118min
![Day 28: This Might Be What Kills Me [Kristen Vengler]](https://cdn.podme.com/podcast-images/331256715E8F95A1EABB1EB864B4611F_small.jpg)
Day 28: This Might Be What Kills Me [Kristen Vengler]
4 weeks after starting chemo, the “new normal” is here. Kristen describes what it feels like to have no hair and as the physical effects of chemo present new challenges, she realizes that breast cance...
21 Okt 202120min



















