
Episode 140: Paraphilia & Self-Abuse - Listener "D"
The 28 year-old listener opens up about his familiy's history of avoiding emotions, his cries for help, struggling to live on $8/hour, his cutting and self-abuse and his shame over his paraphilia (adu...
8 Nov 20131h 46min

Episode 139: Adoption w/listener Julie J
Born to a drug-addict teenage mom, Julie was given up for adoption and raised by a stoic military dad and Fundamentalist mom whose obession with demons comes close to resembling the mother from "Carri...
1 Nov 20132h 16min

Episode 138: Johnny O
Paul's friend shares about being committed to a psych hospital at 17 over a breakup, discovering drugs (crack) and how to hustle money to feed his habit. Hitting bottom in the desert and the dog that...
25 Okt 20131h 48min

Episode 137: Aisha Tyler Live at LAPodfest
The actress/writer/standup/podcaster/tv host joins Paul at LAPodfest in front of a live audience and discusses her outcast status as a child, where her drive comes from, growing to understand her fath...
18 Okt 20131h 58min

Episode 136: Listener Juan Medina
The 26 year-old shares about emigrating to the U.S. from Mexico at 8, his fear of his father, "passing" for white, his body dysmorphia and the trouble feeling his feelings rather than shutting down. S...
11 Okt 20131h 41min

Episode 135: Christina Jasberg
She was raised by a father with Schizo-Affective Disorder who would often break from reality. By her twenties she was battling the same disorder along with bulimia, anorexia and cutting. Hospitalize...
4 Okt 20131h 34min

Episode 134: Transgender Listener "Pidgeon"
He is still physically female but has always identified as a male. He talks about what it means to be genderfluid or genderqueer as well as pansexual and the diffiult road in discovering who he is an...
27 Sep 20131h 55min

Episode 133: Adrienne Selbert
Raised by attentive, loving parents she neverlheless grew up with a pervasive feeling of emptiness that she sought to soothe through relationships with men. In her words she, "Burnt her life to the ...
20 Sep 20131h 57min



















