153: What if you wanted to disappear?
“I had this secret inside me that I felt was my one and only friend and companion that took me away from all the pain and anxiety that I had moving through my life.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Su...
21 Apr 202048min
152: What if you were a human shield?
“This fake face I was putting on for everybody was my only sense of normality when my whole life is already changed. I didn’t want to admit that stuff was wrong, and I did it in such a convincing way ...
7 Apr 202053min
151: What if he made you think you were crazy?
“I was sure that this was his mental illness and not something wrong with me until I started hearing it in my head. And that was when I started to think, 'maybe I’m actually going crazy'.”Producers: S...
24 Mar 202048min
150: What if you were trapped in a cycle of abuse?
“My earliest memories as a child were fear and anxiety…I was never able to control the situation and that unknown just haunted me.”Producer/Editor: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A girl straddles man...
10 Mar 202052min
149: What if you committed child sexual abuse?
“I misused my position of power to get my needs met…How is it that if we’re called by God to this ministry we could possibly do such a destructive thing?”Producers/Editors: Nigel Coutinho, Stephanie L...
25 Feb 20201h 5min
148: What if you killed someone?
“We have so much less control than we think we do….Death is really close at hand and we do not do ourselves often any favors by forgetting that.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: Firmly establ...
11 Feb 202059min
147: What if your best friend was dying?
“It’s much better to try to move forward with your life and accept that things are nebulous, and there are no clear answers.”Producer: Whit MissildineEditors: Sara Marinelli, Whit MissildineEpisode Su...
28 Jan 202048min
146: What if you thought your mother was a robot?
“I completely lost touch with reality. You can’t rely on those around you, and you can’t rely on what’s within you. That’s the most terrifying thing in the world.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summ...
14 Jan 202046min
