E17 - There Are Two of You

there are two of you

and then

it is perceived that there is also an outside world

or circumstances in your life

so let's talk about how I

discovered that there was two of me

and how I was able to allow the false one to dissolve

so I can live my greatest truth my greatest life

and I know that you can do this as well

so we're going to investigate today

into the mystery of why

you've been through so much suffering in your life

whenever somebody

wants to take themselves out of this world

or unalive themselves

their awareness is only on the false one

yet there are clues in the statement

I want to take myself out of this world

there are clues in there unveiling

that

the one who's wanting to leave this world is not you

so let's take a deeper look into this

your whole life you've been formulating

agreeing

choosing

this identity that you call yourself

you say this is me this is who I am

and it all began from what your parents decided

that you are what they taught you

some of those things

you rebelled against and created a new side identity

a new version of yourself

some of those things you continued

new experiences in life and it all created this

illusion although it seems real of who we think we are

this is my name this is where I live

this is my occupation

this is my partner or maybe I'm single

these are my pets these are the shows I watch

these are the foods I eat this is me or I

but in actuality all of that is just a hologram you

one that was created in the imagination of your mind

that you have like a cloak

taken that holographic imagination

and it's like a bodysuit

you put it over your body and now you're walking around

these are my shows these are my foods

these are my thoughts and feelings and opinions

and partners and likes and dislikes

so you've made it your world

but that is what I call the middle man

between the real you and reality

and that middle man

has created havoc and suffering in your life

it's created the chaos

but because it's a hologram

meaning you can see through it

you believe that the chaos and the suffering comes

from outside of you it comes from

the world

if you put on yellow shaded sunglasses

everything you see will be tinted in yellow

if you put on red tinted sunglasses

everything that you see will be will have a tint of red

this holographic you this false you

the ego the personality

has created such a filter

and so you look out into the world and you say oh

this is the antagonist

this is the other political party

these people are idiots this group

that group

this color that color

everything is

filtered through this false holographic you

that you call I

as long as things are going good

you reinforce that eye you love that eye

but as soon as things start turning bad

you say the world is against me

my partner is against me

my likes and dislikes are being torn from me

and so when you say I want to

I want to take myself out of this world

I want to unalive myself what you're saying is

this conglomerate

of holographic me

that has transitioned into something else

that I still believe to be myself

it's not what I like and I don't want this anymore

well there's a way to get rid of it

without ever harming yourself

without harming the body or the mind

because the body and the mind is not the problem

no matter how chaotic your life may seem

the world is also not the problem

so yes it's

it's a little bit of a humble

yet bold

movement to investigate what I'm talking about today

because you're going to have to let go

of this false eye