Full e-Booked Meets G.Turawa - I Hated Being Black. I Hid Being Gay. Then Everything Changed

Before Gamal 'G' Turawa ever put on a police uniform, he lived a life that would take most people a lifetime to make sense of. Raised by a white foster family in Kent, removed from the only home he knew at just eight years old, and subjected to years of abuse at the hands of his biological father — G's early years were defined by displacement, confusion, and survival. At sixteen, he was tricked onto a plane to Nigeria — a country that was supposed to be part of who he was, but felt entirely foreign. What followed were years of homelessness on the streets of Lagos, witnessing things that would shape him in ways he's only recently begun to fully understand. A remarkable encounter eventually brought him back to British soil. But returning home didn't mean finding peace. What does it mean to spend forty years hiding from yourself? For G, the answer came through 26 years in the Metropolitan Police — years marked by racism, being used as the public face of diversity while privately struggling to belong, and a truth about his sexuality buried so deeply it cost him everything. A breakdown became a breakthrough. And standing on a Pride stage at forty, G finally said the words he'd been afraid to speak his entire life: "I'm proud to be Black. I'm proud to be gay. But more importantly, I'm a human being." In this Full e-Booked Meets two-part conversation, Andrew sits down with G to explore the chapters rarely told — his relationship with his father, the silence around his mother, the years in Nigeria, identity, belonging, and what it took to finally stop letting the world define him. Andrew also reflects on his own journey as an author, and the shared truth that we rarely understand the importance of our own story until we see it reflected in someone else. This is a conversation about survival, courage, and the quiet power of finally owning every part of who you are. 🎧 Available on all major audio platforms 📖 G's memoir Unravelling is out in February 2027 Full e-Booked Team! Instagram/X/TikTok: @full_e_booked