I Spent Over a Decade Battling Alcoholism Until God Saved My Life

In episode 33 of F The Stigma Podcast, host Laisha Martinez sits down with Ansu, who shares his powerful story of battling alcoholism for over a decade while struggling with identity, family abandonment, and a toxic marriage. From growing up between cultures and living as a “functional” addict to hitting rock bottom and finding faith, Ansu opens up about his journey toward healing, self-discovery, and spiritual growth. Through honesty and reflection, he reveals how surrendering to God and embracing humility helped him rebuild his life and find true purpose beyond addiction.

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Chapters |

00:00 Welcome & Guest Introduction

00:40 Growing Up Between Cultures

02:18 Family Dynamics and Childhood Challenges

05:13 Landmark Childhood Events and Moving

08:07 Adjusting to New Environments

10:11 Struggles with Identity and Acceptance

13:13 Experimenting with Substances in Adolescence

16:46 College Life: Escalation of Alcohol & Drugs

21:21 Living as a 'Functional' Addict

25:29 Marriage, Stress, & Substance Abuse

32:57 Divorce, Rock Bottom & Hitting Crisis

37:34 Withdrawal, Recovery & Spiritual Awakening

41:05 Finding Healing Through Community & Faith

44:22 Spirituality vs Organized Religion

48:28 Humility, Ego, and Emotional Growth

52:00 Service, Connection, and Helping Others

56:41 Emotions, Reactions, and Growth

01:00:10 God, Purpose, and Identity

01:04:04 Materialism, Fulfillment & Guiding Decisions

01:10:59 Defining God, Spirituality & Personal Belief

01:14:32 Closing Reflections & Gratitude

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