I Was A Pastor Secretly Addicted To Sex & Affairs While Preaching Every Sunday

Jason Lyles was adopted at 14 days old and raised in a strict Southern Baptist home. He read the Bible cover to cover by age eight and felt called to ministry. He also found pornography at ten or eleven, and from that moment he was chasing something he couldn't name — convinced each time that the next thing would finally fix him. Marriage at 19 would fix it. Giving his life to God would fix it. But as his early sponsor told him, you never leave your addictions in the driveway. Jason planted a church in rural Georgia, preaching to construction workers and cowboys on Tuesday nights, while secretly carrying on affairs. Eventually his double life reached a breaking point that he describes with brutal honesty: living with his girlfriend in her apartment and driving to church on Sunday mornings to preach a sermon while his wife and kids sat in the pews trying to hold the facade together. When it all came apart — the church, the marriage, his job, and the death of his mother — Jason found himself lying on his side one Wednesday afternoon with a suicide fully planned, feeling not worthless but coldly logical about it. That was his turning point. A chance training on nervous system regulation introduced him to cold water, breathwork, and meditation, and on October 19, 2020, he got sober in a way he never had before. Now 6 years sober, Jason runs Sacred Grit, coaching men through addiction using nervous system regulation, daily practice, and accountability — and teaching them how to put their feet on the floor each morning and do one thing that makes them feel loved by themselves. This one is about the addictions nobody talks about, the danger of believing the next thing will fix you, and finding a way out that finally works. 🔔 Subscribe for new episodes every week🌐 thesacredgrit.com🎙️ The Sacred Grit Podcast Jason Lyles was adopted at 14 days old and raised in a strict Southern Baptist home. He read the Bible cover to cover by age eight and felt called to ministry. He also found pornography at ten or eleven, and from that moment he was chasing something he couldn't name — convinced each time that the next thing would finally fix him. Marriage at 19 would fix it. Giving his life to God would fix it. But as his early sponsor told him, you never leave your addictions in the driveway.Jason planted a church in rural Georgia, preaching to construction workers and cowboys on Tuesday nights, while secretly carrying on affairs. Eventually his double life reached a breaking point that he describes with brutal honesty: living with his girlfriend in her apartment and driving to church on Sunday mornings to preach a sermon while his wife and kids sat in the pews trying to hold the facade together.When it all came apart — the church, the marriage, his job, and the death of his mother — Jason found himself lying on his side one Wednesday afternoon with a suicide fully planned, feeling not worthless but coldly logical about it. That was his turning point. A chance training on nervous system regulation introduced him to cold water, breathwork, and meditation, and on October 19, 2020, he got sober in a way he never had before.Now 6 years sober, Jason runs Sacred Grit, coaching men through addiction using nervous system regulation, daily practice, and accountability — and teaching them how to put their feet on the floor each morning and do one thing that makes them feel loved by themselves.This one is about the addictions nobody talks about, the danger of believing the next thing will fix you, and finding a way out that finally works.🔔 Subscribe for new episodes every week🌐 thesacredgrit.com🎙️ The Sacred Grit Podcast If you or someone you love is struggling with addiction or mental health, you don’t have to do it alone. Reach out to my partners at Compassion Behavioral Health. They offer individualized care and a full continuum of treatment. Call or Text: 844-443-5669 Visit: https: https://compassionbehavioralhealth.com/rise-above/ #RiseAbove #SexAddiction #PornAddiction #6YearsSober #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #SoberLife#NervousSystemRegulation #MensRecovery #FaithAndRecovery #SobrietyJourney #MentalHealth#RiseAbovePodcast #KevinLanning #JasonLyles #SacredGrit #PastorStory #Breathwork #SuicidePrevention #OneMoreThing Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices