: When the Body Becomes the Teacher: Living the Return to Yourself

In this episode, I share something I haven't named directly on this podcast before, and I share why this Monday's release came late.

I've been on a healing journey with chronic exhaustion and inflammation for over a year. The teachings I share with you here are not something I learned somewhere ahead of you and now teach back. They are the medicine I am living on in real time, in my own body as we walk this together.

After coming home from the UN Permanent Forum on Indigenous Issues (which became Episode 18 Whose Voice Is This, and Is It Mine?), my body asked me to rest. Not at the edge of burnout. Not after collapse. Just because she asked. And I listened.

I want to tell you what that actually looked like because there is a difference between hearing a teaching and embodying it.

In this episode, you'll find:

— The pendulum swing of unlearning self-abandonment, and why going to the extreme is sometimes how the pattern breaks

— An ancestral teaching on the body as a living bridge

— between you and your ancestors, the land, and the unseen

— Why illness in the Mapuche worldview is understood as disconnection, and healing as a return to alignment

— An embodied practice called Listening to the Bridge

— for letting your body speak without interrupting it

— A reflection on reciprocity with community: the trust that you are walking with me, not waiting for me to perform

• if you have ever pushed through when your body asked you to rest
• if over-giving has been how you felt loved
• if you are unlearning the equation of disappearance-as-belonging this episode is for you.

Peawkayal.

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