I Became a Shot Caller in Federal Prison — Here's What That Life Really Looks Like | Danny Walsh

Danny Walsh grew up in Texas with a mother consumed by addiction and a father who was never in the picture — and when he and his brother essentially raised each other as teenagers on their own the path toward trouble found them both before anyone was old enough to stop it. In this episode of Locked In with Ian Bick, he shares how an early sentence in the Texas Department of Corrections led him to become a peckerwood and join one of the most notorious prison gangs in the Texas system before a federal conviction in his early 20s handed him 25 years and sent him into the most brutal maximum security federal penitentiaries in the United States. He opens up about becoming a shot caller — the power, the rules, the violence and the politics that position actually involves — what spending years in solitary confinement did to him mentally and what the PTSD that prison produced has made reacclimating into society nearly impossible in ways that the system that put him there has done almost nothing to address.

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Timestamps:

00:00 Growing up in a rough Houston neighborhood

04:08 Early drinking and harmful experiences

06:06 Normalizing poverty and abuse

06:55 Time in isolation and breaking down demons

08:15 Fighting to stay un-institutionalized

09:59 The dangers of accepting prison as home

10:40 A bus station lesson in institutionalization

11:40 Refusing to accept a prisoner's life

12:52 Youthful dreams of the military and football

13:48 Arrested and learning the code

15:15 Brother's tough lessons on loyalty

16:32 Drug use and the cycle of incarceration

17:42 Facing federal charges and refusing to snitch

19:43 The deal is a lie: 25-year sentence

22:20 Betrayed by a lawyer and becoming hardened

24:39 Why the excessive sentence?

25:45 Rejecting the state's offer on principle

28:01 Adapting from state to federal politics

29:49 TDC initiation: riots and lockdown

34:05 Surviving lockdown and a cell fire

36:15 Joining a Texas prison gang

38:08 Your gang arrives in the feds

39:37 Taking control and building respect

41:07 The lie of gang philosophy

44:32 The failure of the prison system

46:40 Fighting for resentencing and 11 years over time

48:42 Release: 23 years later and a new world

52:35 Initial struggles with a changed society

54:55 Getting a job and building a new life

58:02 Fired by the state for tattoos

01:00:49 The struggle for identity and self-love

01:02:55 Jail habits that persist

01:04:24 Why not join another white gang?

01:05:43 Misconceptions about white inmates

01:08:12 A fight for respect over a TV

01:13:40 Relationships with other races and gangs

01:18:00 Prison economy and cross-racial business

01:20:18 How did you become a shot caller?

01:23:56 Dispensing justice and avoiding trouble

01:27:10 Sex cases and the white racial code

01:30:40 The meaning behind prison tattoos

01:34:38 Regretting gang involvement and ink

01:36:43 The origins of the Woods and Texas gangs

01:40:22 Are all white guys 'peckerwoods'?

01:41:06 Why did you stay in the gang in the feds?

01:42:08 Treachery within your own ranks

01:45:39 Can the BOP eliminate gangs?

01:49:10 Why the feds keep you divided

01:55:20 The burden of being a shot caller

01:59:40 Becoming an animal and losing yourself

02:02:50 The mental toll and nightmares of prison

02:05:28 Learning to keep your word and integrity

02:08:48 Feeling compelled to violence

02:11:10 Coping with the trauma of solitary

02:14:24 The need for prison reform and support

02:18:15 Released with no help or programs

02:23:52 Job struggles and endless punishment

02:29:36 The ongoing stigma of a felony

02:32:26 Corrupt guards and a lack of control

02:36:10 The chaos of maximum-security life

02:39:20 Debunking the 'sit to pee' myth

02:43:04 You were left alone and the system failed you

02:45:40 Learning to navigate prison safely

02:48:00 Proving yourself and survival instincts

02:50:07 Good guys in bad gangs

02:53:35 A close call with a conspiracy to kill you

03:00:52 Saved from a plot and changing your ways

03:03:39 Why are you here and how did you survive?

03:04:48 The struggle to find a job after power

03:06:48 Women and bad company send men back

03:08:23 Finding peace in a wine bar

03:10:12 Learning to love yourself and move on

03:12:42 Cherishing freedom and family

03:16:32 Advice to your younger self

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