
Considering a New Job after two years retired
Going back to work brings back concerns of my days using pot and emotional dysregulation. I received job offer but not sure what to do. Going back to work would betray my dream or early retirement and...
24 Sep 22min

Month 4 + 2 weeks - Travelling and Lazy
Outside the country for a month and lazy. I need to get motivated and do something.
5 Mars 8min

Month 4 - Not Taking Myself Too Seriously
I find that I am more comfortable taking a risks expressive myself through music, speech, or social engagement Taking these risks exposes me to occadional embarrasment, which does not seem to hurt me ...
24 Feb 22min

Day 105 - People Pleasing
I ofren do or say what others expect of me - somethijg I call "People Pleasing". I get myself into difficult situations when I do this which has created drama and anxiety. I need to be careful about p...
3 Feb 12min

Month 3 - Christmas Eve Sober
My Christmas gift to young listeners is a warning. Modern weed is dangerous for young brains, it can make kids psychotic, or permanently damage their brain. Bryn Spejcher turned psycho and killed the ...
24 Dec 202518min

Day 59 - Sane People are Aware and Connected
I am feeling a heaviness in my chest and not connecting with others very well. I want to be aware of sensations in my body and the feeings that cause them. Then I want to identify life events that cau...
22 Dec 202527min

Day 56 - Proud yet Humble
I am now sober longer the second longest time period in my entire adult life. It should be a a time to celebrate but my feelings are mixed.
21 Dec 202510min



















