Healing Crisis

it just realized I didn't really explain in this episode what I mean by healing crisis. for me it's been when a treatment makes some symptoms worse but ultimately improves everything. things get a little bit worse before they get a whole bunch better. sometimes when I give my body the things it needs it kind of rushes to course correct things and that can be exhausting. in today's case made the mast cell activation a tiny bit worse and then a whole bunch better. it's not fixed, we're not getting it fixed, until we get me on the angioedema antihistamine and get the downstairs ductwork sorted and get me back on either one dose of paxlovid or some of the drugs from the anti Epstein bar protocols from the Australian Ms studies. that's what it would take to roll back my deterioration and stabilize me. but I need to pull together the energy to pick back up the fight. right now I'm in survival mode particularly until we get me a functioning mobility scooter again. of course that's a huge part of restabilizing me because that's a huge part of why I suddenly fell apart so hard

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