178: Joel J | I Tried to Do Everything Right

178: Joel J | I Tried to Do Everything Right

Joel was raised in an orthodox Mormon home, where rules were king—he never met a rule he didn't follow. His upbringing was one of "exact obedience". PBS and KBYU were the only TV shows they were allowed to watch. He knew he was different, but didn't have words to describe what that difference was.

Family life for Joel was tenuous, to put it kindly. While serving a mission he was released early to come back to Utah for conversion therapy. His parents refused to pick him up at the airport.

Joel shares his story navigating his religion and his sexuality. He was a former member and employee of the Mormon church, held stake callings and served as an early morning seminary teacher. After doing all the "Mormon" things, like serving a mission, getting married in the temple, having kids, and serving the church, he still couldn't reconcile an intrinsic part of who he is.

This is his story.

#LatterGayStories #LasVegas #Mormon #Missionary #ConversionTherapy

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135: Jennifer and Shaunie |  Stepping Across Lines To Embrace Our Happiness

135: Jennifer and Shaunie | Stepping Across Lines To Embrace Our Happiness

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134: David Staker and Rob Schopke: Finding Ourselves and Finding Each Other

134: David Staker and Rob Schopke: Finding Ourselves and Finding Each Other

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133: Tiana Matson | How Coming Out to my Mission President Changed My Life

133: Tiana Matson | How Coming Out to my Mission President Changed My Life

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132: Bernie Jessop | From Mormonism to Polygamy: How A Gay Man Found His Path

132: Bernie Jessop | From Mormonism to Polygamy: How A Gay Man Found His Path

He was born into the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and in a turn of events Bernie was excommunicated. His excommunication didn't come because he is gay—that would come later—but because ...

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131: Laura Root | My Story of Happiness and Joy

131: Laura Root | My Story of Happiness and Joy

For many it's a familiar story: active Latter-day Saint, hiding the feelings of same-sex attraction, and doing the things society requires of you to remain "normal". But what happens when you can no l...

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130: Tyler Lefevor | Four Option Survey: LGBTQ/LDS Research

130: Tyler Lefevor | Four Option Survey: LGBTQ/LDS Research

So, you've heard of the 4 OPTION SURVEY, but do you know what it is? We've got you covered! Tyler is an assistant professor of psychology at Rhodes College studying LGBTQ topics specific to Mormonism...

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129: Keindrick Willis | My Personal, Mental and Spiritual Tug-of-War

129: Keindrick Willis | My Personal, Mental and Spiritual Tug-of-War

A convert to the Church from Alabama, Keindrick did everything exactly "Mormon". While serving a mission to New York he also identified his sexuality. This story is Keindrick's journey coming out, att...

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128: Debi and Aimee | Breaking Down The Barriers

128: Debi and Aimee | Breaking Down The Barriers

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