
How Gay Hasidic Comedian Turned Trauma Into Punchlines (ft. Leah Forster)
Following up her initial interview, we go LIVE with famous Hasidic comedian, Leah Forster. After being outed and ostracized from her Ultra Orthodox family and community, Leah, who always felt silenced and repressed, details how comedy clubs and restaurants were forced to ban her from performing, how she took to social media and went viral, and ultimately, how she turned pain into comedy. Click here to watch on YouTube Watch her initial interview here Find and support Leah! IG @LeahForster Pre order Leah’s Book: https://clubmilff.com/ Theater show: https://theaterforthenewcity.net/shows/thats-yentatainment/ We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
23 Juni 45min

ULTRA ORTHODOX: Famous Hasidic Comedian Gets Outed & Ostracized then Goes Viral (ft. Leah Forster)
Growing up in an Ultra Orthodox Hasidic family, Leah Forster always felt silenced. Ab*sed at the hands of her father, she began to turn pain into comedy. Later on, performing for Jewish female only crowds, Leah crossed boundaries within her community and became famous. Things took a dark turn when she was outed on social media and then fired on the spot from her teaching job of 13 years. When comedy clubs/restaurants were forced to ban her from performing, she took to social media and went viral. She lost her relationship with her mother, and never regained a relationship with her father. Leah recounts her story and the details of growing up in a world of arranged marriages and repression. Click here to watch on YouTube Find and support Leah! IG @LeahForster Pre order Leah’s Book: https://clubmilff.com/ Theater show: https://theaterforthenewcity.net/shows/thats-yentatainment/ We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** 00:02:51 What Leah's book is about 00:04:02 Leah's upbringing as a Hasidic Jew 00:08:15 When Leah realized she was attracted to other girls 00:09:29 Leah turning her pain into comedy from a young age 00:15:34 Crossing boundaries within her community and become famous within 00:18:48 Outed and fired on the spot from her English teaching job of 13 years 00:20:55 Leah loses her relationship with her mother 00:22:36 Does Leah currently have a relationship with her father? 00:26:18 Leah addresses being cut off by her parents 00:28:59 Leah talks about her experience being in an arranged marriage 00:33:04 They tried to paint Leah as mentally unstable and take her child away from her 00:37:39 How Leah rebuilt her confidence after being turned down 00:42:25 How Leah is doing now 00:44:46 Linda, Listen. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
23 Juni 49min

ULTRA ORTHODOX: The Rabbi’s Daughter Exposes Her Corrupt Hasidic Community (doesn’t hold back)
CW: graphic talk of sex, marital rape, miscarriage, pedophilia Born into a strict Ultra Orthodox family and the daughter of a Rabbi, Chasya’s life was under complete control. In this 2nd part of her interview, we discuss the shady dealings of the community with law enforcement, judges, hit men, reproductive coercion, internalized misogyny, sexual distortion and more. Click here to watch part 1 on YouTube Click here to watch PT 2 of Chasya's interview Catch her on Soft White Underbelly Find Chasya on Instagram @daughterchasya Donations to Chasya's Go Fund Me We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** 00:03:46 How a Mormon missionary was able to get passed Hasidic security and share a moment of comfort with Chasya 00:11:45 A Mormon missionary's promise to protect Chasya and how it reassured her 00:15:51 CW: Marital R*pe, Misscarr*age - The harmful teachings of purity culture; the way it effects Hasidic Jews for their whole life 00:18:46 CW: Marital R*pe 00:22:33 CW: Misscarr*age 00:24:52 CW: pedophel*a Hasidic men and how they weaponize Jewish law against their wives 00:26:12 CW: pedophel*a 00:27:05 The withholding of a Jewish divorce 00:29:22 Mothers having their chiIdren taken away from them by the Jewish courts 00:34:11 Lack of consistent resources for women who decide to leave 00:39:41 Why Hasidic women stay in ab*sive marriages 00:43:06 Hasidic men trapped in marriages getting their pleasure elsewhere 00:52:33 Are toys allowed in Hasidic marriages? 00:56:34 Chasya's restrictive community doesn't allow one to explore their s*xual identity 01:02:37 Animal sacr*fice 01:03:39 Chasya didn't receive a secular education 01:04:37 The corrupt courts and police 01:08:56 The power of therapists when healing 01:10:40 Chasya needs your help 01:14:02 Chasya's relationship with her mother now 01:17:12 Chasya's motivation 01:17:29 Linda, listen Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
20 Juni 1h 23min

ULTRA ORTHODOX: Her Tormented Childhood as the Rabbi’s Daughter
Born into a strict Ultra Orthodox family and the daughter of a Rabbi, Chasya’s life was under complete control. She describes how modesty begins at 3 yrs old, as to not cause men to “stumble” and how slaughtering chickens in front of chiIdren for their sins scarred her for life. Blamed for being SA’d by a boy as a chiId, and severely pun*shed, her life was under constant scrutiny and judgement. Also on the Autism spectrum with no mental health support, she faces further stigma and challenges. Coming soon in part 2, we will discuss the shady dealings of the community with law enforcement, judges, hit men and more. Click here to watch on YouTube Click here to watch PT 2 of Chasya's interview Catch her on Soft White Underbelly Find Chasya on Instagram @daughterchasya Donations to Chasya's Go Fund Me We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** 00:04:12 The culture shock of moving from California to the East Coast as a chiId with Ultra Orthodox parents 00:07:14 The secular community of Lakewood angry, Chaysa's father gets mugged and beat*n, fueling his racism 00:11:22 Chasya's chiIdhood as a middle neurodivergent chiId 00:14:49 The effects of girls being separated from boys at an early age 00:16:26 Does Chasya feel like she received an adequate education? 00:18:33 Bloody chickens, animal cru*lty 00:23:26 The terrifying home environment for Chasya 00:28:48 How these communities aren't set up to help neurodivergent chiIdren 00:34:16 Ways that Chasya felt helpless as a chiId 00:35:58 CW: CSA - Chasya story of s*xual ab*se as a chiId 00:43:46 The modesty rules Chasya had to follow as a chiId 00:47:59 Chasya's teenage years, preparing to be in an arranged marriage 00:52:26 How eating d*sorders are common in the communities 00:53:49 Chasya's rough time in Memphis at a boarding house 00:57:51 Chasya goes to Israel 01:02:25 Chasya's abus*ve first boyfriend 01:03:14 Chasya's unhealthy relationship with the Sun 01:05:10 Chasya returns to Lakewood NJ with body piercings and a wild side 01:09:44 Over protective daughters become over protective mothers 01:11:15 Chasya has a gag order 01:12:08 Linda, listen Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
20 Juni 1h 26min

Davey Jackson SPEAKS OUT on Disturbing IBLP Training Centers
Learn more about the horrendous and abusive IBLP training centers headed by Bill Gothard with Davey Jackson Click to watch on YouTube Watch his initial interview here Find and support Davey! YouTube: @daveyjaxx IG: @daveyjax LinkTree We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
19 Juni 1h 15min

Escaping My Abuser: On the Run For 1 Year with 4 Kids
A follow up to the incredibly inspiring interview with Tia Levings, we further discuss the details of her year on the run from her abus*ve husband, and how she was able to heal. Click here to watch on YouTube Watch the original interview here: How “A WELL TRAINED WIFE” Narrowly Escaped Extreme Christian Patriarchy with 4 Kids Pre order Tia’s book: A Well-Trained Wife www.tialevings.com Find Tia on social media! IG: @tialevingswriter https://substack.com/@tialevings We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
18 Juni 42min

Regrets of an Ex-Evangelical Pentecostal Pastor (ft. Timmy Gibson)
After an open and honest conversation, we are again joined LIVE today with Timmy Gibson, a former fundamental Evangelical Pentecostal Pastor who started his own church with 300 followers. We further dive into his reflections and regrets during his time as a “Healing Evangelist” who taught his followers how to speak in tongues. Click here to watch on YouTube Watch initial interview here Find Timmy on social media: Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@timmygibsonkc IG: @timmygibsonkc We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
18 Juni 1h 4min

From Isolated Catholic Cult to “Witch of Wall Street” (ft. Patricia Walsh Chadwick)
Following up her incredible interview recounting how she grew up in a religious community-turned-cult called the Center, today Patricia Walsh Chadwick joins us live to discuss what happened after. At the age of seventeen she was forced out of her home, leaving behind her entire family, and without access to higher education. From her first job as a receptionist at a brokerage firm, she clawed her way up the ladder—rung by rung—in that bastion of male chauvinism: Wall Street. By going to college at night, she achieved her degree in economics from Boston University, and from there, she headed to New York City. With a drive that earned her the moniker “Witch of Wall Street,” she rose from the ranks of research analyst to portfolio manager, where she was responsible for billions of dollars in pension and endowment assets. A turning point in her life was giving birth to twins at the age of forty-five, and she continued forward in her career, becoming a global partner at Invesco. At the turn of the millennium, she left Wall Street behind and embarked on a second career as a corporate board director. Click to watch on YouTube Watch her initial interview here Connect with Patricia on social media: Website: https://www.patriciachadwick.com/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/patriciachadwickauthor LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/patriciachadwick1/ IG: @patriciawalshchadwick YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@patriciachadwick6951 We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.** Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
17 Juni 1h 1min