18. Ashley's Amends; Ghost in the Attic

One way to Heal the House on Valencia Street. Also, seeing through Pamela and Darlene's eyes. ____________________ NOTES: 2 5 2023 _____________ Ginny & Georgia, Netflix. https://www.netflix.com/title/81025696 _________ Pamela, a love story, Netflix. https://www.netflix.com/title/81590934 __________ 12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: https://adultchildren.org/ ___________ 12 step, Serenity Prayer: "God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference." ___________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

6 Feb 202330min

Heart stilled, watching another recent cop gang, end a gentle, innocent black man, on video. Days of thought on a Tyre Nichols in Tennessee. Spiritual perspective, on the afterlife, and spiritual accountability, reincarnation. Recent late night TV voices, shifting, and newer perspective, heard. _______ ep 104. Notes. 1 29 23 _____ Tyre Nichols. Target of police brutality. RowVaughn Wells and Rodney Wells, parents. "I'm not going to stop until I get justice for my son." - 'Hurt my heart': Tyre Nichols' mom describes hearing son cry out for her during beating - "ABC 7 Chicago" channel @ youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXvn4gtnuD4 _____ Tyre Nichols family Gofundme - over 1 million $ has been raised - https://www.gofundme.com/f/tyre-nichols ___________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, 12 Step, race/ gender/ socio economic demographic bias, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

30 Jan 202327min

Options for brain dead sitcom play, binging longer than you should. BBC art history. Also, punk skunks, or more specifically one gopher, made Darlene's heart sing. ____________ NOTES: ep 103. 01 22 2023 Caddyshack Fake or Fortune, BBC series Rodney Dangerfield ___________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

22 Jan 202316min

Rustled awake from slumber, inspired from dead sleep. A few writers, offer perspective. Humbled by a teacher I admire - how he forgave, the person he feared, he never would. _________ NOTES: ep 102. 1/14/23 ______ FETLIFE - BDSM and Kink social site - www.fetlife.com ______ Wayne Dyer - author, spiritual mentor. - https://www.drwaynedyer.com/ ______ Abraham Hicks - Esther and Jerry Hicks - https://www.abraham-hicks.com/ ______ Al-Anon - Family groups - https://al-anon.org/ ______ “The breezes at dawn have secrets to tell you Don't go back to sleep! You must ask for what you really want. Don't go back to sleep! People are going back and forth across the doorsill where the two worlds touch, The door is round and open Don't go back to sleep!” - Rumi ___________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

14 Jan 202329min

They asked me to be present, to listen. And through the fuzzy focus, comes a clear message... get me something to drink, hm? ________ NOTES: Ep 101. Coffee Nemo's Dreamscapes - Youtube - " channel is all about relaxation, stress relief, concentration and comfort. Audio stimulation crafted specially to give you the best vibes and feelings. " https://www.youtube.com/@NemosDreamscapes _______ "Let's Have Another Cup of Coffee" - Irving Berlin: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Let%27s_Have_Another_Cup_of_Coffee The song: "1932 HITS ARCHIVE: Let’s Have Another Cup O' Coffee - Fred Waring (v/Chick Bullock & 3 Waring Girls)" - youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8kGjrjAKt4 ___________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

9 Jan 202318min

Drinking in a poem.... when a knock at the spirit door, from a non physical entity - brings an update. ________ NOTES: ep 100. 1/1/23 Poem: Lift. Author: me. _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

1 Jan 202324min

Darlene's music, helped sculpt my choice in tunes. Listening to her poets and singers, while she was gone working, helped soothe the absence. One dreamer discussed. ________ NOTES: Ep. 99. Town. 12/24/2022 _____ I Am A Town - Mary Chapin Carpenter https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBy1EpCQeEE Mary Chaplin Carpenter - "Come On Come On" album - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Come_On_Come_On __________ Seth Material - Jane Roberts, channeling entity Seth. Precursor to Abraham Hicks. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seth_Material __________ Abraham Hicks - Law of Attraction - channeled entity Abraham, via Esther Hicks, Jerry Hicks. https://www.abraham-hicks.com/ ___________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

24 Dec 202225min

Diving back into a dark craving, debating if you should. A film forms, how I watched women kissing women. David Bowie in concert, after watching David Bowie on screen. Kink, BDSM, vampires. _________ Notes: 12 18 22 _________ The Hunger (1983 film) - " directed by Tony Scott, starring Catherine Deneuve, David Bowie, and Susan Sarandon. An international co-production of the United Kingdom and United States, the film is a loose adaptation of the 1981 novel of the same name by Whitley Strieber" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Hunger_(1983_film) ______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ____ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

18 Dec 202239min