18. Ashley's Amends; Ghost in the Attic

When every note hits perfect, we say thanks. Courting a perfect loaf of homemade bread {mine includes nutmeg}. Finding origin, of the first rising dough. Walla Walla's secret sights, that spirit brought me. Proving true for a singer's safety, days later. ______ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. Use your discernment. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

30 Apr 202230min

A mother's mystery, a devil with angel's tongue ~ and new perspective on a well known storyteller. _______ NOTES: "Desiderata" = Latin: "things desired" {as comparison.... "Felix" = Latin: "Happy"} _____ Decoupage - " is the art of decorating an object by gluing colored paper cutouts onto it in combination with special paint effects, gold leaf and other decorative elements." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Decoupage ______ Desiderata. Max Ehrmann, writer. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Desiderata ______ "Desiderata and Old St. Paul's" Old St. Paul's Church Baltimore, Maryland 21201 https://stpaulsbaltimore.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/desiderata-pamphlet.pdf _____ "A VIRGIN'S DREAM AND OTHER VERSES OF SCARLET WOMEN BY MAX EHRMANN" Copyrighted, 1922, by Henry J. Fuller. SCARLET WOMEN SERIES [They wrote it in all caps] https://babel.hathitrust.org/cgi/pt?id=umn.319510020947580&view=1up&seq=7 ________ I support this storyteller: Bawdy Story - The Original Sex and Storytelling Series. "For almost 13 years now, Bawdy has featured true stories of sex, kink, body image, gender and more to build community, educate, entertain, and bring people together." https://bawdystorytelling.com/ ______ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. Use your discernment. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

23 Apr 202251min

A song soothes with meadow views, and still heals new, each listen. Blind Melon's "No Rain" gives us layers of talent, forced labor, art, people pushed beyond their means. Addiction, recovery, ending too soon. Strength that still stands. Shannon Hoon. Roger Stevens, Heather DeLoach, Chris Fairbanks, and others too. #BlindMelon #slavaukrain #LGBTQIA+ ________ NOTES: Sherman Alexie, author, " The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian (2007)" - grew up in Spokane Indian Reservation in Wellpinit, Washington, by Spokane/Coeur d'Alene: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sherman_Alexie _____________ Impromptu - movie - *Judy* Davis, Hugh Grant, Emma Thompson, Julian Sands, Bernadette Peters. The movie is about a fortnight, with George Sands, Chopin - [PBS broadcast this on Masterpiece Theater] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impromptu_(1991_film) ______ Chris Fairbanks - comedian. Eyes wide, present, true - https://www.chrisfairbanks.com/ _________ Blind Melon - No Rain [Official Video] = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qVPNONdF58 ‘Blind Melon’ Guitarist Rogers Stevens On Shannon Hoon's Death [he was 21 years old. Hoon was 28 when died. Took years to get over, and it is still part of him] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofagukmDgRo ______ The American Law Journal = Emmy winning = Trademark. Band The Slants - "re-appropriation" - 2017 "In this feature report, The American Lawyer magazine executive editor Gina Passarella interviews the founding member of Blind Melon and Ballard Spahr attorney Rogers Stevens" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtUrT_3gIQk ______ Roger Stevens, musician from Blind Melon, musician, attorney: https://www.linkedin.com/in/rogersstevens _____ Heather DeLoach, Bee Girl in "No Rain" video - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heather_DeLoach ______ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. Use your discernment. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

16 Apr 202259min

Being present, weekly thing, and an update. Quickie.

9 Apr 20221min

For my godson. ______________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. Use your discernment. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

2 Apr 202230min

Rachel Sophia tells a new truth to me, that I have a hard time believing. She was right. Also, silent meditation, brings so much yum, when done 15 minutes a day. Diving into meditation with simple guide, from a complex director. _____ #BreaktheBias #LGBTQIA+ #SlavaUkraini #Abrahamhicks #lawofattraction #parrots #psychic _______ NOTES: If you seek support, a listening ear, help sorting ghosts, psychics or comedians... if you'd like information on healing and help from past relationships, clocking predators, or how to be still and find peace - I invite you to email BookaChatwithTheHost@gmail.com, regarding coaching sessions and chats with me. This is for entertainment purposes only. _______ LGBTQIA+ = "The ABCs of L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+ - The New York Times" https://www.nytimes.com/2018/06/21/style/lgbtq-gender-language.html ______ David Lynch, director. Meditation advocate. "Center for Resilience - Healing Traumatic Stress and Raising Performance" https://www.davidlynchfoundation.org/ ______________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. Use your discernment. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

27 Mars 202243min

How do you set table, create silence and the ear, to hear your dead, talk to you? Here's ... what I do. _____ #BreaktheBias #LGBTQIA+ #SlavaUkraini #Abrahamhicks #lawofattraction #psychic #NDE #neardeathexperience _______ NOTES: If you seek support, a listening ear, or help sorting ghosts, psychics or comedians, or if you'd like healing and help from past relationships, clocking predators, or how to be still and find peace - I invite you to email BookaChatwithTheHost@gmail.com, regarding coaching sessions and chats with me. This is for entertainment purposes only. _____ Abraham Hicks - channeled non physical entities, who work with Esther and Jerry Hicks. Law of Attraction. "Ask and it is Given" authors. https://www.abraham-hicks.com/ _______ Jeff Mara Podcast - youtube - "the Jeff Mara Podcast where we talk about all kinds of paranormal things like Near Death Experiences, UFOs, Psychics and more." https://www.youtube.com/c/JeffMaraPodcast _______ LGBTQIA+ = "The ABCs of L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+ - The New York Times" https://www.nytimes.com/2018/06/21/style/lgbtq-gender-language.html ______________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. Use your discernment. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

20 Mars 202230min

I open the door, here at The House, and offer an option to listeners, in notes below. / We define the word Host. / Flipping scripts, to make your mind work better. / Loving The Muppets, embracing the Miss Piggy, in me. And... those that made her. #BreaktheBias #LGBTQIA+ #SlavaUkraini _______ NOTES: Flipping script. Gratitude. Appreciation Rampage, makes you feel better. Examples offered. _______ If you seek support, a listening ear, or help sorting ghosts, psychics or comedians, or if you'd like healing and help from past relationships, clocking predators, or how to be still and find peace - I invite you to email BookaChatwithTheHost@gmail.com, to set up coaching sessions and chats with me. _______ Host, defined. Latin root. Consecrated transmutated holy flesh, they say, with the Eucharist. Or - maybe just a friend with a home, and a smile. _______ The Muppet Show - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Muppet_Show Mahna Mahna, The Muppet show - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zb47CstE7R4 _____________ Miss Piggy, honored, 2015 Sackler Center First Awards https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=biyv8kmKwEE Lea Delaria - Comedian, LGBTQIA+ activist - http://www.leadelaria.com/ "We need more feminist frogs in Washington." Gloria Steinem http://www.gloriasteinem.com/ LGBTQIA+ = "The ABCs of L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+ - The New York Times" https://www.nytimes.com/2018/06/21/style/lgbtq-gender-language.html ______________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

12 Mars 202229min