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__________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, recovery, codependency, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

8 Jan 202221min

I begrudgingly share a jewel from my heart, named Char {short for Charlotte}. A long ago friend, I feel for. Char taught limericks & cigarettes, which I knew were probably wrong.... Her beauty & fire, exist. Also, mom nudges me to sing a song, you'll need to turn the volume down for. Her laughs rung loud & clear. You're welcome. ________ NOTES: All in the Family. "Those were the Days", written by Lee Adams. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lee_Adams https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/All_in_the_Family ________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, recovery, codependency, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street. Sponsorships

1 Jan 202230min

We finish "The Quad story" from last episode. Mildred, Darlene, The Eldest Sister, and me - crossing paths at the House, with somewhat violent outcome. Also, a professor with a heart of gold, brings kids who are sexual abuse survivors, out to a farm, where they live, and heal. Shannon Ivey's observations, inspire. Lastly, considering a new show segment called, "The Fallen Ones." ____ NOTES: Shannon Ivey - professor. San Antonio Texas. Ivey has a farm, and offers shelter to sexually abused foster kids. Advocacy for kids. She started in California. Volunteering for child abuse survivor help, and the foster system. Sex trafficking problems. "We aren't social workers. Journalism and art were my focus." Ivey has a tiktok channel. With the link below, Ivey is interviewed on "Juicy Scoop™ w Heather McDonald" - "Expert DISSECTS the Ghislaine Maxwell Trail" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XU7hreQh63s Ivey mentions the process of grooming targets, by predators: "1. Manipulation to form attachment. 2. Attachment to control. 3. Control to acceptance. " Ivey discusses studying Maxwell - finding their mark, finding their target / victim. "Maxwell was textbook. The art was an example." ___ Guardian Angel image, that was my grandma Mildred's favorite: "Lindberg Heilige Schutzengel, Guardian Angel " https://www.amazon.com/Lindberg-Schutzengel-Guardian-Children-Poster/dp/B07812CCDC ___ Jess Stanley - Narcissistic Abuse Awareness and Support: https://www.youtube.com/c/JessStanley ____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, recovery, codependency, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

26 Dec 202130min

When the dead come back, they may want a stiff drink. Inviting spirits to talk to you, & listening. Answers, strong, may come. Silence, chosen, may offer space for quieter voices, to be heard. The new Matrix movie, and NDE's [Near Death Experiences], gain focus. ____ NOTES: "Nothing comforts anxiety like a little nostalgia." - The Matrix, Resurrections ____ Messages from meditation, spirit. _____ Jeff Mara podcast, focusing on Near Death Experiences [NDE's] and paranormal activity: https://www.youtube.com/c/JeffMaraPodcast/about _______ Sometimes your ancestors, like java. Is it Delbert, or is it... ? _______ Spirit Plate, to honor ancestors: "Traditional spirit plates remember those who came before. However, like any ceremony, the practices vary, and [...] communities may have different approaches. https://www.potawatomi.org/blog/2019/11/26/honoring-those-who-came-before/ _____ Memory start: The eldest sister, and the snowy day, revving an engine in snow. The sister who loved Holly Hobby. _________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, recovery, codependency, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

18 Dec 202130min

~ Google's top searches in 2021, just announced? They reveal - a LOT. ~ Gavin Newsom, gets grilled by James Corden, bringing humble smarts, and ancestor wisdom. ~ BDSM Kink, negotiating, safe words. ~ 15+ minutes of meditation daily - brings the happy, and can be tough. The path through, to praising you. _____ NOTES: Gavin Newsom https://www.gov.ca.gov/ _____ Tessa Menzies - Gavin Newsom's mother. This is her obituary, and she sounds like a fascinating person. She liked to knit. This is written in 2002, before Newsom became governor. https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/37305536/tessa-thomas-newsom _____ Newsom's new kid book, "Ben and Emma's Big Hit" - discussing dyslexia, too - #1 for New releases on Amazon today 12/11/2021: https://www.amazon.com/Ben-Emmas-Big-Gavin-Newsom/dp/0593204115 _____ Gavin Newsom on James Corden's show, 2 part. 12/10/2021. [Quoting Tessa Menzies] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tDMBCF4uMo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5eif8w3TXGU ________ Esther Hicks, and Abraham, Jerry et al: https://www.abraham-hicks.com/ _____ Mantras, that can help reverse negative thought, when choosing to be emotionally present: ~ I want god's love. ~ Help me heal. ~ I ask for more joy. _____ Procrastination & distraction = are common PTSD symptoms. - Daily Planners, help alot. Nice pencils, do too [and affordable]. Here's a great planner from Blue Sky [<$8, Weekly/monthly]: https://www.target.com/p/2021-22-academic-weekly-monthly-planner-8-34-x-10-34-solid-blue-blue-sky/-/A-82289703 ____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, recovery, codependency, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

11 Dec 202130min

Attracting who we want, what we want - takes tending sometimes. Best selling author Esther Hicks, chats with Oprah Winfrey, on channeling The Law of Attraction. Also, hold predators accountable, by studying an inherently biased system. Solutions can be had sometimes, via legal means, with proof in hand. _________ NOTES: Esther Hicks - channeler {Abraham}, author https://www.abraham-hicks.com/ "The Law of Attraction." Best selling book. Esther and Jerry Hicks: https://www.amazon.com/Law-Attraction-Basics-Teachings-Abraham/dp/1401912273 _____ Emily D. Baker - lawyer, former prosecutor, youtube commentator [the legal side of famous lawsuits, Britney Spears, Josh Duggar, etc]: https://www.youtube.com/c/TheEmilyDBaker/about _____ Oprah Radio: shows included Maya Angelou weekly+. Oprah Radio ceased in 2015. Here was the lineup, from Oprah's website: https://www.oprah.com/pressroom/oprah-radio-launches-on-sirius-xm/all ______ This is not available via archive with Oprah / SiriusXM websites, Thus, I link a 3rd party's youtube recording of the interview, "Oprah, Esther Abraham Hicks Interview, Law of Attraction, The Secret" : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P--lYlMgv6Q _____ The Seth Books: "Jane Roberts [...] was an American author, poet, psychic, and spirit medium, who channeled an energy personality who called himself "Seth." Her publication of the Seth texts, known as the Seth Material, established her as one of the preeminent figures in the world of paranormal phenomena." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jane_Roberts "Seth Speaks: The Eternal Validity of the Soul Paperback – May 23, 1994 by Jane Roberts " - https://www.amazon.com/Seth-Speaks-Eternal-Validity-Soul/dp/1878424076 _______ Josh Duggar, wiki: "The police report indicated that 4 of 5 molestation victims were Duggar's siblings. Jim Bob Duggar reported he learned[...]" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Josh_Duggar#:~:text=The%20police%20report%20indicated%20that,occasions%20while%20they%20were%20sleeping. ______ ____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, recovery, codependency, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

4 Dec 202130min

He signed his letters, "Mountain Man" - advice ringing true, to a blinded heart. We can hear him, today. Autonomy Thanks-Giving simmers with joy, and ancestors too. _________________ NOTES: Charlotte Perkins Gilman: "Herland is a utopian novel from 1915, written by feminist Charlotte Perkins Gilman. The book describes an isolated society composed entirely of women, who reproduce via parthenogenesis (asexual reproduction). The result is an ideal social order: free of war, conflict, and domination. " https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Herland_(novel) _____ Sigmund Freud, a big time sexist, coke addict, who made cigars into all kinds of things: "Sigmund Freud's views on women stirred controversy during his own lifetime and continue to evoke considerable debate today. ... He was opposed to the women's emancipation movement and believed that women's lives were dominated by their sexual reproductive functions." _____ Thanksgiving happy, autonomous et al. _____ Meditation: Tara Brach: https://www.tarabrach.com/ _____ Abraham Hicks: 'Louise Hay calls them “some of the best teachers on the planet today.” ' Dr. Wayne Dyer honored Hicks also. https://www.abraham-hicks.com/ ____ Do the spirits of people that have died, still exist, and can they communicate with you? ____ "In quantum mechanics, Schrödinger's cat is a thought experiment that illustrates a paradox of quantum superposition." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger%27s_cat ____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, recovery, codependency, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

28 Nov 202129min

Security cameras from scratch. Predators test boundaries. And a hurled prosthetic, brings fearful scream laughs, along with newness and bare knowledge. _____ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes, and I am a commentator. Language is explicit, Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, recovery, codependency, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

21 Nov 202132min