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Witness to another one of us, burning out, recent like - we dive into the harm and love, that one muse elicits. A Fallen One, who brings art and LGBTQIA+ / mental health / incest survivor / Weinstein survivor - bravery... This she warrior educates, my orientation path. Famous like. ______ Ep 81 - Wrestle - recorded 8 19 22 - NOTES: "Help Lynne Mishele after Devastating Fire Loss" - home survivor of Anne Heche's accident. Gofundme: https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-lynne-mishele-after-devastating-fire-loss ________ "The Unmitigated Tragedy of Anne Heche’s Final Chapter - Heche was remarkably candid about her own history of mental illness, which, in the end, may have led to her demise" By Paul Schrodt - https://www.lamag.com/culturefiles/the-unmitigated-tragedy-of-anne-heches-final-day/ _____ Coley Laffoon, former partner to Anne Heche, father of children youtube.com/user/colemanlaffoon __________ Another former partner, James Tupper, father of one child _____ Better Together w/ Anne and Heather https://www.strawhutmedia.com/bettertogether - Youtube "Better Together" - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJXRWbkZh0eOxH6n-kb4nKA/about ____ Anne Heche - wikipedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anne_Heche#Personal_life _____ Anne Heche, author. Her book "call Me Crazy: A Memoir" =- https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/074321689X/ref=dbs_a_def_rwt_hsch_vapi_taft_p1_i _____ Weinstein: "In a January 2018 interview on the podcast Allegedly with Theo Von and Matthew Cole Weiss, Heche alleged that Harvey Weinstein had exposed himself to Heche and demanded oral sex. " _________ Anne Heche was an organ donor. Reports are that her organs were in fact harvested and used. {I am also an organ donor} Heche was 53 at time of death. _____ Charity work: - "Anne Heche, MEDIA SPOKESPERSON & DIRECTOR" - Afghanistan World Foundation: https://afghanistanworldfoundation.org/member/anne-heche/ ______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ______ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 ________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

20 Aug 202250min

Paper and charcoal, shape visions of live naked bodies. We draw their form, and how models move, today. This grrl shares new knowledge. even with the one isolated blank spot on the canvas... Claiming your seat, drinking in art and making it. ___________ Notes: _______ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ______ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 ________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

12 Aug 202237min

"What's okay, and what's not okay." Flexing a limit, brings strong feels, mixed, & plentiful. Boundaries defined, today, examples, and professors w/ research on the task. Also, a limit placed with a sister, cultivates tears, & hard earned peace. _____ NOTES Ep 79 8/6/22: Boundary ~ In latin, the root for boundary is Terminus. Also Butina (a bound, limit) In psychology, Boundaries are "limits people set in order to create a healthy sense of personal space." _________________ Brene Brown, researcher, #1 NYT best selling author. From her website: "Boundaries are a prerequisite for compassion and empathy." Brown defines boundaries as “what's okay and what is not okay.” https://brenebrown.com/art/atlas-of-the-heart-boundaries-are-a-prerequisite-for-compassion-and-empathy/ Brene Brown Video interview clip - "the most compassionate people I've interviewed over the past 13 years, were also the most boundaried." Boundaries with Brene Brown: https://vimeo.com/274228723 ____________ Shania Twain, singer, Grammy winner, 100 million record seller. "Still the One" 2014, with her white horse. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttWQIorXJu0 ________ Artemisia Gentileschi, Baroque painter: used her rape, and subjugation and healing, to create art, and became famous: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artemisia_Gentileschi ________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ______ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 ________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

6 Aug 202230min

An ancestor offers advice, on how to get through sleepless heat. Like they did. Shania Twain. Also, retreat and autonomy, from Buddhist perspective. _____________ NOTES: Shania Twain, singer. "Shania Twain Details 20-Year Battle With Lyme Disease That Led to Blackouts on Stage. The country singer also discussed the emotional toll her 2008 divorce took on her in the new documentary, Not Just a Girl." https://www.vanityfair.com/style/2022/07/shania-twain-documentary-not-just-a-girl-lyme-disease-divorce-mutt-lange ________ Adult Children of Alcoholics, 12 step. "Adult Children of Alcoholics (ACA)/Dysfunctional Families is a Twelve Step, Twelve Tradition program of people who grew up in dysfunctional homes. We meet to share our experience of growing up in an environment where abuse, neglect and trauma infected us. This affects us today and influences how we deal with all aspects of our lives. ACA provides a safe, nonjudgmental environment that allows us to grieve our childhoods and conduct an honest inventory of ourselves and our family—so we may (i) identify and heal core trauma, (ii) experience freedom from shame and abandonment, and (iii) become our own loving parents." https://adultchildren.org/ __________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 __________ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 __________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

30 Juli 202250min

Where you are, when you hear the truth - can shift every fiber, real quick. Here we discuss a life, with a hand on both sides of the physical fence, and... afterwards. Rob Gentile shares his Near Death Experience, and... just three words. ___________ NOTES: JeffMara Podcast "Rob Was Dead for 20 Minutes & Had 2 Near Death Experiences!" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sx1Xhdc88NE _____________ Rob A. Gentile, author. {& Maria, and Molly, and Frosty, and - } "Quarks of Light: A Near-Death Experience Paperback – February 3, 2021" https://www.amazon.com/Quarks-Light-Near-Death-Rob-Gentile/dp/1953655165#customerReviews ________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ______ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 ________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

22 Juli 202230min

"Hungry Ghosts" - mingle with the rest of us, these days. Mental health, Gabor Maté, addiction and trauma. Suicide / overdose deaths, are now running concurrent # wise, to COVID death #s, due to COVID isolation /depression. Hope, and cope, here. Also, The Good Stepdad, rewires a few sockets, mayhem ensues. Commencement, too many fresh strawberry sundaes, being accepted as LGBTQIA+ by straight folk. Love. Lots of it. _______________ NOTES: Haunted apartment? Leona confirmed - a man HAD died in my old apartment, #13, {although they called it #14, due to superstition}. My sister and I, were right, and the property rental agency, was wrong. Leona had lived there since it was built, and remembered the man who passed.... I may discuss that ghost another episode... dark energy though, so might pause. I appreciate the contrast. ________ Gabor Maté - Hungarian Canadian psychologist - Vancouver BC "Gabor Maté CM (born January 6, 1944) is a Hungarian-Canadian psychologist, physician and author.[1] He has a background in family practice and a special interest in childhood development and trauma,[2] and in their potential lifelong impacts on physical and mental health, including on autoimmune disease, cancer, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD),[3] addictions, and a wide range of other conditions." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gabor_Mat%C3%A9 his own site - https://drgabormate.com/ _________ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 1-800-273-8255 ______ National Sexual Assault Hotline Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673 ________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

17 Juli 202247min

Rustling up next to men, sparks, blossoms, and wait for it - #Buddhism #Meditation #BDSM #LGBTQIA+ #Ageism ________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

10 Juli 202228min

A letter arrives, he says hello - and now.... Today, we use our discernment, by example, while dating. In BDSM and kink lands, this may be more complex. We bring words from Millennia past, diving wisdom into carved path. _______ NOTES ep 74 - Hunch: One option for meeting others in BDSM, is Fetlife. "“FetLife is the Social Network for the BDSM, Fetish & Kinky Community,” the site says. “Like Facebook, but run by kinsters like you and me. We think it is more fun that way.Jul 5, 2017" https://fetlife.com/ _____ Discernment, definition, root: Merriam Webster dictionary: https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/discernment ____ "Gift of Discernment" - Later Day Saints church - https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/liahona/2018/06/youth/questions-and-answers/what-is-the-gift-of-discernment?lang=eng ____ Discernment of spirit - Wikipedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Discernment_of_Spirits ____ Bible. "Discerning of spirits" - quoting Paul the apostle, 1 Corinthians 12:10: https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/nt/1-cor/12?lang=eng "10 - To another the working of ( a) miracles; to another (b) prophecy; to another (c) discerning of spirits; to another divers kinds of tongues; to another the interpretation of (d) tongues: 11 But all these worketh that one and the selfsame Spirit, dividing to every man severally as he will." ______ On discernment of mind: Dhammapada aka DHP - book, by Buddha (lived 563-483 BCE) et al. DHP 3, 33-43: "33. Just as a fletcher straightens an arrow shaft, even so the discerning man straightens his mind — so fickle and unsteady, so difficult to guard. 34. As a fish when pulled out of water and cast on land throbs and quivers, even so is this mind agitated. Hence should one abandon the realm of Mara. 35. Wonderful, indeed, it is to subdue the mind, so difficult to subdue, ever swift, and seizing whatever it desires. A tamed mind brings happiness." https://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/kn/dhp/dhp.03.budd.html ________ POD DESCRIPTION: This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist, & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for me. I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need attention. This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or may not be changed, to protect some. Content Warning: ghosts, psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility, Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely. Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

3 Juli 202249min